~okaron~

Mon tor kharap howa baron...
Chokher kone bristi namuk..
Kapuk thont jora...
Mon kharap laga okaron!

Mon tor kharap howa baron...
Je jai boluk...
Bidrup koruk...
Mon kharap thakai jibon!

~Moricheeka~

Ghorer baire rasta chhilo dui...

Ekta poth chhobir moton jeno...

Onno pothe dariye chhili tui!

Chhobir moton pothke bole "biday"

Onno pothe bariyechilam paa;

Pother baanke hariye gelam kothay!

Chokh jholsay jhilik dewa aaloy;

Manush gulo sudhui manush rupi....

Bhulbhulaiya, Bhul dharonar boloy!

Pother seshe sukher morichika...

Pothik aami pother khoje ghuri;

Poth ta jeno boroi aanka-baanka!

~Protichhobi~

Aaj onekdin por vebechilam
likhbo chhondobodhho;
boslam niye pen-khata
thik tokhoni mon-ta obadhho!
Kichhu chhera pataar smriti
Kichhu elomelo tukro din;
Shada kalor canvas korlo rongin!
Amaar thonte chhuye gelo tor thont
Haate roye gelo ushnotar poros;
Hothat venge gelo ghum
Dhulo dhuklo chokher kone!
Raater seshe notun kore shuru
Notun pothe nityonotun chola;
Ar notun notun sukher golpo bola.
Raat birete hothat ke jeno daake
Daak shune vaabi kono ochin pakhi?
Daakta tobuo bhishon rokom chena;
Hoyto aami nijei, hoyto khub ochena!
Aayena ta ottohasi haase
Amaar aami daariye mukhomukhi!
Protichhobi byango kore bole,
"Aaye dekhi tui thik kotota sukhi..."

~Barbonita~

Bolchhe swopno, bujte chokh
Mukhosh? Naki kutsit mukh?

Baastobete vir er majhe
Byasto sabai nijer kaaje...

Monta aatka goraad jaale
Hoyna kobita, shorir mile!

Tukro kagoj, dey biliye
Sosta shorir, jachhe khoye!

Ottohasi, udaas mukhe
Eito, dibbi aachhi sukhe!

~ogochhalo kheyal~

Kobitara elomelo....
Monkharaper chhoway
Mon ogochhalo!!

Sondhera baari jay
Raat pakhider danay
Sopno sundori sajay!

Rongin aalo
Rukhho, teebro bhishon;
Chokh dhadhalo!

Pashapasi haat
Osompurno..rikto..
adh khaoa coffee cup!

Urche Smriti...
Urche onuvuti edik sedik;
Urlo haway ushno priti!

~Agaami~

Ekta bikel hothat holo sesh
Hothat kore holo sopno vongo;
Haaste haaste haralo hasir karon
Jibon hothat khelna, tamasha-rongo!

Bhirer majhe hariyechilo amaar aami
Hajar mukher majhe boddo komdaami...
haarjiter khelay kistitei maat...
Stobdho amaar ochena agaami...


Chokher saamne chollo bio-scope
Smritira sab film hoye chole...
Bondho chokh, bondho kaan...
Tobu smritichinho ra kotha bole!


Khaader pare jibon jokhon sosta
Bhishon khudro nijer chokhe jokhon...
Pichhon firey dekhlo hothat mon...
Dariye chhilo amaar aponjon!

~Durotto~

Roshnai te dhadhiye chhilo chokh...

Bhirer majhe nijei chhilam ochena;

Camera bondi nanan mukher saari

Ochena sab mukher aanagona!

Tarporete hothat kore jokhon

Nirjhorer sopno holo churno...

Valobasar hariye gelo pran...

Holo coffin bondi soddojato sopno!

Haariye geche onuvuir shikor...

Joler hawa deyna sporsho tor....

Aaj haater faankai pore aache

onuvutira laagiyechhe aaj dor!

Firti pothe cholbena ar mon...

Notun pothe egiye cholte chay...

Nahoy thaakuk anguler faank khali

pother baanke apatoto bidaay!!

~Khonik Smriti~

Bolechhile....

tomar chokhe roder chhite laguk
tomar thonte laguk projapoti
tomar hasi jhorna dharay vanguk
vanguk tomar thomke jaoa goti...

Bolechhile......

tomar hate uthuk premer mala
tomar paye bajuk premer nupur;
tomar chhoyay jibon joyar asuk
namuk onuvutir bristi tapur tupur....

Tobu keno....

amaar shorir jure borof shitolota
amaar chokher joleo ovaab ushnotar!!
aaj sabar majhe beche thekeo jeno...
Chokh khulle sudhui ondhokaar!!

~Saap-siri~

Nijhum raate sopno dekha jay...
Surjaloke sotty ki ta hoy?
chokher sopno chokher konei sesh
Bastobete thakena taar resh.

Haaste haaste kanna rukhte chay...
Kaandte kaandte haaste sekha jaay?
Haasir shobdo kanna hoye jhore...jokhon
Chokher joler hiseb haway orey...

ektu adhtu chhilo hisheb baki
sedik thekeo khatay bishal faanki!!
gormilete millo na to mon
jog biyoge haralo aponjon...

haater faanke arekta haat mele...
haasi thatta bondhutter chhole;
Hothat kono jhorer paake pore
Se haat kachhe thekeo onek dure...

Jibon chokre saap siri te bondi
kothay shuru kothay hobe sondhi...
Jotil totte haariye gechhe mon...
Saap siri-te joriye jibon japon!

~Megh Brishti~

Megh bolechhe raag hoychhe...
Mukh firiye amar theke...
Valobasha brishti dhuye...
haariye gechhe rod mekhe.

Megh ke chai brishti niye...
Moner majheo brishti chaai;
Hothat kore mon kharaape...
Toke niyei bhijte chai...

Iti... Meghbalika!

~Noishobdo~

Bikel seshe neon alor deshe
urchhe dhulo, baarchhe byastota;
keuba chhote ghor er dike...
karo chokhe onno madokota!

Tuio kemon palte gechhis...
Ochena bhishon..onek onek dur;
Tor sporsho jantrik boro aaj
Tor kothay...onno kono sur!

Khujchi koto, pachhina to
Kiser khoj taao jaanina!
Shunte kichu kaan pete roi...
.............................
Shunnyota te, Mon maanena!

~O-Purno~

Jokhon chhonnochhara sur kete...
alokito poth meghachhonno goli;
Tor kotha mone pore hothat...
Aami nijer mone nijeke hariye feli.

Jokhon baloonwalar laal sobujer jhaanke
Ekta duto smritir lukochuri;
Tor na bola sab onuvutir sporshe...
Aami jukti torke notun kore haari.

Jokhon somapti te osomaptir dhoni..
Purnota ra opurnoi roy;
Gopon kichu "sab peyechhi" baade
Jibon ta je ichha puron noy!

~Oghoton~

Moner kotha bujhbe ke aaj bol...
Ore mon...nijer moto chol.
Somaj jaale aatke sopno onek...
Sopno...tui jiriye ne khonik.

Kichu bethar hoyna kono bhaasha...
Ar kichu betha...boroi sorbonasha.
Mathar bhitor bethachhonno...
Sukhosmriti... Sporsho ushno.

Thonter vaanje lukiye onek kotha...
Na bola kichu...kichu gopon betha.
Nitikothay joriye chupkothara...
moner konay poth vulechhe ora.

Jodi ghote jay...kono rupkotha...
Pokhhiraaje moner mita.
Baariye duhaat aalingone...
Raajputro...Rajkonnye.

~Rudhho duwar ~

Kokhono koborkhana gechis?
Tor moner kone..
ondho gopone?
chora bali ar
mritodeho jekhane...
smriti bondi aaj...
somoy osudh
korchena ar kaaj...

kokhono paaper haat dhorechhis?
Bondho ghore...
ekla dujone
bahu bondhone???
Ushno shorir topto
dheuer moto ekotro...
swarthopor somoy tokhon...
sab paaper opore...
niyom bhangar duware...

Kokhono aagune haat diyechhis?
odommo ek akorshon...
Agun chhowar nidorshon...
Hisheb vule adim khelay...
Motto shorir shorire...
Sobhyotara mukh lukiye
Ekanto gopon aadore!!!

Random

Mon kharaper jhor uthechhe...

Moner majhe...
Brishti nemeche...
Polok bhaari..
Moner kotha keu...
Sunche na je...


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Moner duwar khulchena aaj...
Bondho kopaat;
Urchhe jhaanke
Shalikra sab;
Bekar Koraghaat


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 somaj jokhon haat paa bedhe rakhe
moner kone jole agun
dhiki dhiki...
boro biswad mone hoy
Niyom badha
Rojnamchar Jibon...


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 sunche na j moner mita...
boddo obujh
boroi jotil je se...
aaj mone hoy
sopno sab e
haway gechhe mishe...


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assas noy bedona sudhui
chokher patay....
bristi hoye jhorche;
maanche na baadh..
joma kothara golar majhe
dola pakiye morchhe...


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Nodi bolechhe bodlabe poth...
baanker seshe
ekla paare...
bose aachhe se;
meghla mone...
haariye gechhe...
megher e deshe...
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megh ketechhe rod uthbe bole
jhor thambe
notun shuru hobe...
kichu aador
jole dhuye jabe...
baki sab smriti hoye
mone roye jabe...

~Chhinno Bhinno~

Golpo shurur sedin gulo
Mishti dushtu bhishon...

Aaj golpo seshe hothat kore

Purono hochhe apon....

Haater opor haat chhilo

Thonte coffee-r cup...

Aajke jeno chardike te

Depression er chhap...

Onekdur e ogyatbas e...

Kono raater ondhokare...

Sobhyotara miliye jaay..

Unmukto shorire....

Chhutir dupur, batanukul

Shitol tobu ushno....

Thonter opor thont chhnuwe jaay

Bhasiye sab prosno....

Sobhyotader mukh mukhose

Niyom kanun jaale;

Chhinno shorir chhinno monon

Gopon chhutir bikele...

Tobu jibon chole nijer taale

Chhono chhara chhonde mile;

Karo chokher kone dufota jol

Karo mukhe
mithye hasir kolorol...

~kichu tukro kotha elomelo~

Diner seshe saanjhbelay
Raatpori der vaangchhe ghum;
Klanto shorir, dirghoshas
Sesh bikeler klanto mon...

Raatpori der chokher maya
Jachhe chhnuye klanto mon;
Mon kharaper thonter chhnoway
Smritir kone aaponjon...

Sheeter bikel jomjomaat
Rongin shaal, sutor kaaj;
Sobuj maathe roder aador
Moner kone smritir bhaanj...

ar tarpor...

Rupkothader patay patay
Chupkotha ra chup kore;
Raatpori der golpo pore...
Haariye jaay chupisaare...

~Dhusor~

Laal neel rong paltay
Shada kalo dhusore...
Swopnera sab palti khay
Dusopner dosor-e...

Ichhe chhilo ichhe gulor
pakhna mele orar...
rongin palok chhinnovinno
ichhamrityu amaar...

Ostitwo dori taanchhe
vul ar thik er majhe
jibon ta aj felna boro
laagchena ar kaaje...

Somoy kuriye barano raat
bunto kothar sopno,
kothar jhuli shunyo je aj
kejane kar jonno...

ekta duto muhurto rao
sudhui chup thaake...
somoy ghori thomke geche
ke jane kon baanke...

Smritir goli ghoraghuri
mon manena mon
koshtogulo golay chepe
haaschhi sarakhon :D

~Betha~

Aandhar raate eka bichhanay
Haat paa chhoriye shuye;
Mone pore jaay raater adda
Smriti vaase chokh chhnuye...

Mone pore sab haasi kannay
Golay bondho koshte;
Smriti bare bar mathachara dey
ar bandhe aaste prishte...

Chokh chole jaay khali haat tay
Shunnyo haater pata;
Thomke daray somoy chakay
Na rakha kothar betha...

Bare bare sei khali ayenay
Kono chhaya khuje fera;
Jara chole jay megher deshe
Firey ki aase tara?

~Gotanugotik~

Somantoral rail line er sathe
Kothay jeno jibon badha aache...
Ku jhikjhik chhondobodhho sur-e
Jibon chhote thik orokom kore...

Gotir sathe gotanugotik chola
Notun notun mukh-mukhos er mela;
Mukh paltay somoy chakaar sathe
Notun kono chhaya chhobir gotey...

Tarpor...
Jatra seshe vinno pothe chola...
Roilo pore kichu kotha na bola!

~Bastab~

Eknishto, onabil tobuo
Otripto tomar chhowa...
Chhinno moner onuvutira
Valobasar Mrito Kaya;

Tobu mone hoy
Jhor aaschhe vishon..Gohon;
Dhongsho smriti, bilupto bastab
Vangche sopno, Vangbe monon!

~Harano~

Raat bolechhe raater sathe
Golpo hobe chupkotha te...
Nibir jokhon chokher pata
sopno sukher kono barta...

Hothat kore hothat jokhon
Ghumta vange jokhon tokhon...
Aabchhayate ondhokare
Ekla bhishon ekla ghore...

Sesh kichhudin sesher pothe
Onek smriti jachhe ghete...
Brishti esey jaachhe dhuye
Megher kotha buke niye...

Pother dhaare khelchhe kara
Chena to noy ochena ora...
Boddo je sukh oder chokhe
maatir dewale dukhho dheke...

Bohutol er koner ghore
Ekla je keu ei sohore...
raater sathe raat kaatiye
Bastobe te jaatra kore...

This was my 2nd Birthday without you...
I miss the birthday mornings when you used to wake me up with a smile, wishes, card, pen, book and cadbury. I used to wait for that eagerly. So eagerly. Birthdays do not seem happy anymore. I used to get the things I ever thought of. They were small but full of love. Your love :).
Birthdays are not same anymore.

I wake up with the pain of not having you there anymore.
I wake up with the nothingness inside.
I wake up with a feeling that no one will be there in the kitchen making murighonto and chingri malaikari for me.
I wake up with a vacuum in my heart.
I wake up with whatever you taught me and I smile.
I check my mobile to see your smiling face and I smile.
The day passes well...I get gifts...I cut the cake...went out to have dinner...Swissotel this year...But there is nobody backhome to tell the stories...nobody to ask every small details and give small inputs...
Life has taught me to come out of my utopia...to accept the rough life...n to forget the fairy tales...
May be there is an alter world...there is a place where you can watch me...n may be I am there too...just now smiling with you...You are stroking your hand lightly on my head n trying to calm me down...
Another 20th July...another B'day...another day with gifts n surprizes...

without You..

~raat 2:30er hothat lekha text message~

Bikel sesher sondhye bela,
poob akaashe megher mela;
nodir buke megher chhaya
sandho kalin klanto hawa...
pakhir dana ghorer tane.
mon ta chhote ghorer paane,
ekla bose ekla mon..
ghor hariye mon kemon!
ektu haasi khusir khoj-e
ekla boro vir er majhe...
moner majhe chhobir vir...
ghono kuashay raat govir;
bishonnota ghirchhe vishon,
haar maanche moner shashon;
tobuo vaabi aasbe provat,
jwolbe aalo kaatbe raat...

~Bisonnota~

Bikel theke onno sur-e
Sukh pakhi oi daakche kaar-e;
Sukher golay dukher taan
Kothay jeno haariye pran!

Bikel seshe saanjher saaje
Jwolche aagun moner majhe;
Opekhhate chhilo kaaro
nirjhorer aaj sahos boro!

Saanjh aakashe joler daag
Megher rumal dhaakche raag!
Tobuo hothat brishtipaat
Jokhon
Dukhho sukher dhorlo haat!

~Mon kharaap~

Raat birete monkharaap
Aandhar dhaka gopon paap;
Raat furole purbe din
Roder sathe rongrongin.

Rong er chhite canvas-e
Shada kaalor chaarpaase;
Shada kaaloy jibon chhobi
Chaar haate aaj poth harabi?

Hothat kono pother baanke
Hoyto paabi sopno ta ke;
Sopno boroi sopnomoy
Duhsahoser dey porichoy...

Haariye giye haarabe mon
notun aabeg kichhu puraton;
Porichito jibon vuley
Jibon chole nijer chaal-e.

~elomelo~

Tor jonnye jwelechilam aalo
Likhechilam elomelo kotha...
Toke niye chhilo khusi sab
Haasi kanna valolaga ar betha.

Hoyto sesab thunko sab e aaj
Valobasar nei kono ar daam...
Manush sudhui rokto mangshe gora...
Takar sathe ojon howa naam!

Hoyto esab vul dharona amaar...
Roopkotha te vulechhilaam sab;
Raajputro haariye gechhe kothao
Roopkothara mook, bodhir o nirob!

Oteet smriti khorakhuri hole...
Manush tokhon manush to ar noy...
Vaalor sathe kharap khuje pelei
Jibon khaatar hishebe vul hoy?

~smriti-charon~

Mon kharaper dorja khule rekhe...
Brishti daake moner kona hote;

Jaanala diye brishti veja mon
Jaachhe vije smritir kolahol...

Chokh bujle smritir prekhapot
Flashbacke te khusir chhobi hothat...

Khulte chokhe chaaichhena aaj mon
Ondhokaar e mrityu chaaiche monon...

Jibon sudhu jibon niye khela
Mukhos pora mukh mukhoser mela!

Manush hoye milbe naa aaj mote
Thunko hisheb saamne esey jote...

Oteet sudhu oteet jokhon noy
Valobasha-ta oteet smriti hoy!

~Jodi~

Jodi boli urbe pother dhulo
Jodi boli hariye jabe poth
Jodi boli sopno sudhui vanga
Jodi soriye ni aaj haat...

Tobe ki

Themey jaabe tomar onuvuti?
Themey jabe gopon kotha bola?
Themey jabe notun sopno dekha
Thamiye debe eksathe poth chola?

Abar

Jodi boli du vaag hobe sagor
Jodi boli pahar khujibe chand?
Jodi boli harabe snighdhotara
Jodi vange chokher jol aaj baandh?

Tokhon

Themey jabe tomar haater porosh
Themey jabe chupkothara abar
Themey jabe ushno saannidhyo
Themey giyeo poth cholbe abaar...

Tarpor hothat

Jodi pothe thaamte vule jao
Rajkonnye bondi hobe abaar...
Jodi firey aaste kobhu chaao
Rupkothara poth dekhabe ferar...

~Porihaas~

Jhukchhe aalo
Uthchhe akash...
Bikel sesher
Snigdho batas...
Shanti aane
Topto dine...
Aagun tobu
Moner kone...

Raat purechhe
sei aagune...
Joler chhnowa
Bashpo haane..
Rikto smriti
Shunno chokh...
Andhar mone
haraye sukh...

Jhor esechhe
Vishon hothat...
urchhe dhulo
Vangche kopat...
smritir dhulo
aaj porihaas...
bhobishyoter
Kono itihaas...

~Pothik~

Jokhon
Dupure bela aandhar aase neme
Roder taape purchhe chokher jol;
Hothat kore moner porda uthe
chokher saamne smritir kolahol...

Tor jonnye aankini kono chhobi
Tor jonnye likhini kobita...
Vaabtam bujhi bujhis je tui sab
Na bola sab gopon moner kotha...

Aanka sekha tor haat ta dhore
Kobitagulo o tor kaan chhuye jeto...
Mishti haasir onuvuti ta chhara..
Bakkyogulo ki konodin pran peto??

Aajke jokhon hothat chokhe vaase
Mondo valor kichhu muhurtora...
Smritigulo jotno kore rakhi...
Moner majhe thaakuk bondi ora!

Aajo majhe majhe sporsho pete chai
Tarporete bujhi brithai chaaoa...
Taai notun kore nama pother khoje
Pothik hoyei poth ke khuje jaoa..

~Shunyo~

Shunyotara odvut hoy boro
Dhorte tader para jaay na motey...
Naa thekeo obaadh jatayat
Jokhon tokhon moner majhe jotey...

Dupur seshe raatri hothat naamle
Moner majhe shunnyota ke pabey...
Chokher jole balish vijbe jokhon
Shunyotader jatayat baarbe...

Tobu jodi juddho korte chaao
Shunyota ke shunyo kore dekho...
Haater mutho alga koro ebar...
Smritider sab jotno kore rakho!

Smritir aghaat shunyotake daake
Shunyotader songi shunyo mon...
Smritir sathe juddho kothin boro
Jodhhokhetro tomaar amaar jibon!

~Smritir pata~

Jokhon

Manush haray smritir patay...
Abchha aadhipotyo;
Shunnyo ghore edik odik
chhinnovinno ostitto!

Badami molat haway orey...
Moner tepantorey;
Naa haranor shorto sab e
Haray ogochorey!

Shikol diye baandhbe jibon
Mrityu badhonchhara;
Smritir patay obadhyota
Baron manena ora...

Cholte giye klanto jokhon
Dwiprohor er somoy;
Ekla ekla dukkho vuley
Ekakittwo sohay...

Cholte pothe thaamte hobe
Khonik khushir khoje...
Swopno hoye kothao jodi...
Aashar nupur baje!

~chhondo- Boddho~

raater kahini- vebechilam naam
tarpor likhte vule gelam...

sopno vongo- nirjhorer ekar?
sopno nei sopno niye bachar...

ekta duto shobdo aase haate
chhondogulo haray khorcha khaate...

judhho kore shobdo lekha hoy
vabna gulo tobu kuwasamoy...

bodle geche jibon naki ami??
uttor nei, aaj prosnotai daami...

~Bhabna~

Raat purechhe chaander chhoyay
Megher faanke neerer aashay;
Chaandni raate khola jaanlay
Notun shuru premer ochhilay...
Ekla aache dariye mon
Ekakitter khujchhe karon;
Okaal smriti drisshyomaan
Moner kone roye pichhutaan...
Firbena se somoy kaal...
Bolchhe somoy- "Egiye Chol".

~Jatra~

sedin jhor otheni....
tobe hawa boichhilo....
tobuo monta gumot...
jhor aaste chaichhilo....
tobuo....jhor otheni...
bondho chhilo dwar...
mukto hote chaichhilo jibon
bondho thaakte chaichhilona ar...

sedin jhor otheni...
sudhu mone chhilo bristipaat
adhar jokhon dhaaklo protichhobi
ondhokarei chhere gelo haat...
swadhinota naamti chhilo taar...
kothay kokhon kon namate aase...
keu janena ki tar thikana...
vul thikanay daray esey pashe...

sei thikanay dhukle porbe chokhe
onumoti kebol ekakitter
ekbarti dhuke gele sethay..
ghurbe jibon chhinnovinno britte...
pother seshe poth hariye gele...
gontobbyo jhapsa hoy chokhe...
haater sathe arekta haat mile
haarato jodi notun pother baanke...

ekla pothe ekakittoi sathi
dujonetei gontobbyo hoy...
dujon jodi dudik diye chhote...
se poth chola boroi dwondomoy....
ektu nahoy dhire chole dekho...
Jibone te somoy onek beshi...
ekla hoye chhutle ki ba sukh..
jokhon shunyotara haasbe ottohasi?

~Swopno-Vongo~

Sopnera sab hariye gechhe
Niruddesher paane...
Ebaar aami debo paari
Ojanaar sondhaane.

Hawar saathe urchhe sopno
Dhulobaalir jhor-e...
Thunko boroi; Vongur ora,
Sudhui Venge pore.

Odhora sab sopnogulo
Ronger chhnoway chhobi...
Venge gele chhoriye pore
Chhera tukro sab-e...

Mrityu ghote ogochore
Koto sopno chhobir...
Khoj melena hothat kore
Ekla moner chaabir.

~Dheu~

Srote vese chole ora...
Chokhjora swopnera;
dheu aase dheu jaay,
Kichhu betha nirashay...

Shada nil jolrashi,
Kichhu kotha kichhu haasi;
Bali kona thaake pore..
Eka dur kinare.

Rashi rashi smriti sab
Govirei jome thaak...
Tobu mon firey chay
sagorer Balukay.

~Elomelo~

Onno amaar onno aami...
kaaler baanke thomke agami;
sedin chhilo obadh jatayat
aaj
haariye gechhe sesab daami raat.

aajke nisedh probesh duare...
Nabola kotha baarchhe hajar-e!
Saanjh akaashe baali-dhulo
Amaar haariye jaoa kotha gulo...
hothat haralo chirotore...
amaar moner ontore!


Keu shunte paabe ki??

Badhon

I almost left writing....absolutely....n finally a couple of nights ago..penned it down while talking to somebody....we're not really talking..it was fighting....may be itz not a good one...but itz a come back one for sure....


Char dewale bondho sobai...
Bondho shorir, bondho monon;
Ondho chokhe bondho kaalo...
R khola chokhe nivchhe agun.

Raater taray sopno bondho...
Haater chhnoyay smriti;
Moner kone bondho asha...
Jotil jibon priti.

~Poth~

Kotha gulo fossil,
Aar shobdu gulo muk...
Ushno chokhe shitolota
Dukher faande sukh...

Nitya notun jibon khela,
Dur pallar gari...
Ojana station e thaamle pore
Nana poshrar saari...

Ku jhik jhik jibon track-e
Haray moner rong...
Klanto shorir shranto mone
Jibon abohomaan...

~Khela~

Uttopto sondhebelar buke
Ushno chokhe kaalbosekher chhoya
Bristi tokhon shada kalo chhobi
Onuvitura shukno mrito kaya…

Monkharaper golpo shuru abaar
Baakrudhho holo jotil mon
Tobuo kichhu asha niye chokhe
Betha baray ochena mon kemon…

Sopno gulo sopno hoyei thaake
Bastobta sudhui dhusor dhulo
Sokal sondhe kabyo khelar iti
jibon bollo- “amaar sathe khelo”

Jitte jitte hothat ulto chaale
saap ludo te shuru odhopoton
khelar majhe ottohasi hese
jibon chole nijer ichhe moton….

~Aajke~

Aajke nahoy tomar rojer
Rojnaamchar chhuti,
Aajke sudhu moner khatay
Ektuku khunsuti;

Aajke nahoy office tomar
Sopnoloker deshe,
Aajke sudhu notun kore
Vijbo valobeshe...

Aajke hothat bristi chokhe
Haariye jabar daak,
Purono sab sopnogulor
Notun hobar sokh;

Aajke sudhu opor theke
Badhon aasuk kepe;
Aaye bristi amaar kachhe
Dukhho debo mepe.

~Shobdo Jobdo Kabbyo~

Onekgulo shobdo pasapashi
Vison vabe kanna rukhte chay...
Michimichi khelnabatir ghor
Kabbyo diye manush chena day...

Mithye jokhon kobir kolpona
Shobdora sab kolonkito doshe;
Muchhe jaay valobasar sukh
Kanna gulo firey firey aase.

Haatta kape muchhte giye sristi
Vaalobasar chhonnochhara roop;
Muchhe diye mishti kichhu srishti
Shunnyo mon hothat ondhokoop.

Araal kore kajol kaalo chokh
Chokh dhekechhi mukhosh diye aami...
Mukh mukhose hariye giye jeno
Nijeo holam boddo komdaami...

pashapashi chena duto mukh
Ochena hothat ojana onuvobe...
Purono kabbyo dhongso hoye tokhon
Notun chhonde kabbyo likhte hobe...

~Raat Jaga Tara~

Khurchhe otit raater noishobdo
Chokher kole brishti koek phonta
Aalor khoje aalokito ekakittyo
Aankre dhore byasto obujh monta...

Diner aloy hariyechhe tarara
raater kolei sopnera ot paate
Moner sopno chokher sopno hoye
mishe jay dhusor purono smritite...

nishobde ulka khose pore
ei sohor alokito boro besi
ekhane mukhose kanna nirob
ochena thikana khoje prem porodesi...

~Opekhha~

Aanjla kore kaajla chokher tuk,
Nikti mapa dukhho bilas sukh;
Kaajla chokher niche kaajol rekha
Ektu kore sukh chinte sekha...

Sukher naame chomke otha haansi,
Tobu dukher kothay vaabte valobasi;
Bachuk jibon dukho betha vule
Nijer moton ojana poth chole...

Opekhhara haater muthoy ese
Sopnogulo rekhe jaak vaalobese;
Kaatbena raat opekhhader sathe
Opekhhara miliye jaa na raate...

Sukh bolechhe amaar sathe aari
Dukh ke rekhe diyeche sagor pari;
Dukh bolechhe sukh ke ebaar volo
Sukh puriye raater aagun jaalo...

~Ektu Onno Rokom~

Onno rokom golpo gulor
Onno rokom maane...
Onno maane onno keno
Onno loke jaane?

Onno kothao onno chhole
Onno aakash dekhe;
Onno rokom megher buke
Onno bristi chokhe...

Onno tumi onno monon
Onno rokom chhoya;
Onno rokom vabna vebeo
Onno smritir hawa...

Onno rokom dosar khoje
Onno rokom mon;
Onno rokom tor chhayate
Onno mon kemon...

Onno rokom karon okarone
Onno chaoa paaoa;
Onno vaabe onno hoye
Vaalobaste chaaoa...

Jodi hoto onno rokom
Onno rajar konnye...
Onno deshe dishahara
Raajputrer jonnye.

Jokhon,
Onno vabe onno beshe
Pakhhiraje vese...
Jion kathi chhuiye jabe
Rajkonnyer keshe...

Onno rokom vaabna gulor
Onno rokom vasha...
Onno nahoy nai ba holam...
Esab onno aasha.

~Ordho-Poripurno~

Sorchhe porda, vaangchhe dewal
Dewal duchokh jora;
Smritir patay, aankar khaatay
Bonfire e pora...

Khelar chhole, khelay bhuley
Tukro tukro smriti tule;
Ekla dupur, ekla ghore
Hothat moner bondho dor-e
Aadhkhana mon purlo jokhon
Aandhar naame bukey tokhon;
Aadhkhana pothe urchhe dhulo
Aamar aadh bola kotha gulo
Aaj aadha aadhi thaak
Notun chhondo banak...

~Kata-Kuti~

Laav khotir hishab behishebi,
Rakhte giye harai ogochore...
De chhere de aalga bolga horin;
De fele de somoy kochor vore.

Laav khotite harai amaar aami,
Hisheb khatay vul rashi-rashi...
Laav khotir onko dhuye fele;
Chol na ebaar shaanti khuje aasi.

Mithye kore sottyi bolar sukh,
Jokhon aaste kore kaan voriye dey...
Thonter haasi mukher kotha hoye;
Rongin kono onuvuti hoy.

Jog biyoge jogajog vule,
Khelchhi sudhui jeno katakuti...
Aami tui aaj durotto ta muchhe;
Aayna dujon aamra hoye juti.

~Purnochhed~

Esomosto muhurtorao
Obujh hoy boro,
Na-hanyoter sikto prem
Shokto angul dhoro...

Jesab rupkothader
Bachar din aaj;
Bachuk tara rudhhosaas
Patar kon vaaj...

Rupkothara obujh noy
Hoyto aami-e matal;
Taai khujchhi purnota...
Ekta somaptikaal.

~Megh Brishti~

Valobasa chaai brishti niye
Brishti niyei valobaste chai;
Hothat kore brishti ele,
Toke niyei vaaste chai...

Chokhe amaar megh vaasche
Brishti hoyei jhoruk;
Baliyarir dhulobali
Jhoro haway uruk...

Toke chhnuye aagun pohai
Bakyo shobdo-hin;
Tor akaasher ramdhonu rong
Hothat berongin...

Haat ta dhore bosle pashe
Dhongsho sovyota;
Megh-muluke chaand uthechhe
Nijhum mughdhota.

~Prohor~

Aalor prohorira ghumiye geche
Chand paharer aarale...
Money plant ta dulche janlay
Haalka hawar tale...
Phone rekhe diye tuio jeno
Ghumiye gechis kokhon...
Amaar ghorer ghorir kaanta
theme gechhilo tokhon.

Tarpor suru hoy prohor gona
ekta duto tinte...
Kokhon abar aadhar periye
Aasbe aalor chhite...
Aache baki tor moner kotha
Amaay kichhu bolar...
Aami je aajo sopno dekhi
Tor chokhe chokh rakhar...

Bivrantira badhon koreche alga
Chokher kone chhaya...
Moner adhare kuasha jomchhe
Aalogulo jeno aaleya...
Durer siren er shobde
Janan dey notun provat...
Vebechilam onekgulo kotha
Miliye gelo hothat!

Proshno gulo prohore hariye
Kothagulo shobdo hin...
Veja poloke vaari batase
Vaalobasa boddo kothin...
Shuru hobe notun din
Mene niyom chaka...
Na asa ghum vaangate hoy
Saamner poth ta baanka...


Ota perote hobe....

~Rojnaamcha~

Faank pele taal thoke
Faank taale ichhera;
Sujoge te neme aase
Chokh theke bichhura...

Raat jaga duto chokhe
Vese aase sopnera;
Chokh buje mon-pakhi
Aabodhho monmora...

Kaaj seshe chupichupi
Sms e lukochuri;
Jome thaaka dukhho-raag
Chhure fela vaab aari...

Eksaathe pashapashi
Ektuku chokhachukhi;
Hush kore urey jaay
Mon kharaper pakhi.

~Shorto Vanga~

Shorto chhilo haariye jaoa kotha...
Shorto chhilo pashapashi chola;
Shorto venge shitol holo shobdo...
Shorto vengei lokhhyo ekla chola.

Shorto chilo likhte hobe golpo...
Shorto chhilo jitte hobe baji;
Shorto venge likhle jibon gatha...
Shorto venge harte aami raji.

Shorto diye shorir chhonya jaay...
Moner majhe jome ovimaan;
shorto diye kotha gulo chup...
shorto venge vaalobasa mlan.

Shorto diye shikhte hoy haansi...
Shorto diye ushnotara thonte;
Shorto venge tor poripurok holam...
Shorto venge parlina tui chhnute.

~Uttor khujini~

Raat vor hole...
Chaand tarara jaay ghumer deshe;
Pakhi ra daana mele...
Ora ki kotha bole aakashe?

Roj Rode purey
Lokgulo kaaj kore...
Odero ki aache kotha
Moner gopon govire?

Bus er ticket ar tram er bhir-e
Bachhata roj khuje pherey...
Hoyto ba kono chena mukh...
je aaj Bohu durey.

Bishaal aakashe
Concrete er orna legechhe;
Aar mone sonkirnotar chhaya...
Bristisnato bikele aaj hothat
mone holo....
Aami ki Manush,Mon...naaki Kaya???

~Mrityu Nirbaak~

Tumi bolle eso...
raat nil holo,
apel er bishakto chumbone;
Sab rong ek hoye gelo.

Tumi bolle sajo...
moyur pekhom mello
Batas mridumondo chhunye gelo.

Tumi bolle brishti...
Gaale ese chhnulo tup tap;
Jeno premiker onasristi.

Tumi bolle valobasa...
tolpaar holo Neelnod
somudro sorbonasa.

Tumi bolle cholo...
Grand canion poth banalo majhe
haway chul elo melo.

Tumi bolle mrityu...
odhora chokhe aami nirbaak;
Brishti elomelo
Proloy ghotiye gelo
Tobu Aaj mrityu noy
Jibon hobe sobak.

~Saap-Ludo~

Ora pother dhare goragori dey
Dhulobali mekhe;
Kana chal r mota bhaate
Din katay sukhe.

Chherakhora jama pore
Haat baariye daray;
Vanga khelnay anondo pay
Nalar jole jhapay...

Footpath e haath mele dey
Aadhuli poisa futo;
Sobuj baatir wrong route-e
Kheluk saap-ludo.

Dekhe vaabi esab niyei
Aache ora besh;
Moi diye opore uthe
Saap er mukhe sesh...

~Sopnochaaron~

Ichhedanay urey,
Jedin chole geli...
Bole jaasni amaay;
Keno Vaalobese chhili?

Tor kotha mone porle,
Mone aagun pushi;
Keu amaay daakena ekhhon
Chokhe niye khusi.

Haatina ar railing dhore...
Vaasina sopno purey;
Barandate bosey thaaki..
Mon ta kharap kore.

Shada kuashar araale ekhono...
toke vebei haansi;
Ghumer ghore ekhono je...
Tokei Vaalobasi...

~Sukher pakhi-Dukher pakhi~

Hoyto....
sudhui vaabna,
Opurno, obastob
Kothor ba ghor bastob!

Kiser vabna janina
keno vabi jante chaina,
harano chhobi odekhai thaake
Keu dekhena, khujeo pherena.

Vebechilam sajabo sopno
moner ronger ramdhanu te,
Rong dhorlona sei berongin
shada kalo chhobir buke.

Vebechilaam koto kichui,
sukher pakhi, sonar kathi...
Poth vulechhe, venge gechhe
Aami nodir dhare bose...
Majhir opekhay cheye thaaki.



Trying my hand in writing after quite a long time...

~Taar Arek Naam~

Shunyo gorvo bilaas
Taar arek naam- Vaalobasa;
Thik jemon bristi veja matir soda gondhe
Aar, Ekjoraa ushno thonter chhonyay
Daana mele; Kichhu aasha, ar kichhu uchhasha!

Hothat paaoa
Ekta bilasi shiter dupur,
Chokhe ghum, ushno sannidhye aador,
Aar tarpor, Dupur goriye bikel-sondhye aabar.

Ekta table
Duto mukhomukhi manush.....aar
Duto aadh khaoa coffee cup;
Boye jaoa onek muhurto;
Aar, ushno coffeer dhonya otha uttap, tobuo niruttap!

Kokhono chokhe chokh rekhe hoto
duiye duiye chaar;
Aar aaj, esab haariye paaoa noy,
Sudhui hishaber onker byavichaar!

Hariye fela ghonisthota
Phire ki kokhono aase?
Sei jemon na shona biner banshi;
Meghe dhaka Aadhkhana chaander haansi.

Govir raater sopnei bujhi
Daana mele sesab aasha;
Oleek, Shunyo gorvo bilaas;
Jaar arek naam- Vaalobasa!!!

MAA ER CHEYE VAALO AACHI...

MAA...
vaalo aachho?
roj sokaler judho...
Sobar mon jitte tumi...
Diner seshe klanto..
Ektu bishram cheye shranto...

MAA
tumi kemon aachho?
Kemon chhile?
Sei chhotto tumi...
Hoyto amaari moton...
Naki onnorokom tumi?

MAA
din shuru hoy tomay dekhe,
tomaro ki hoto taai?
Naki tomar jibon chhilo
Onek beshi kothin,
Onek chorai utraai?

MAA
jaanina kemon chhilo sedin,
Jaani tobe, sedin chhilo
taai aaj tumi emon;
sabar majhe sera;
"Maa er cheye vaalo aachhi"
bolbo na to aami..
tomar jonnyo chinechi duniya,
kharap vaaloy cholte...
tomar sathe vaalo aachhi...
Setaai chaai bolte..."

Maa er cheye vaalo?Jaanina seta kemon...somosto kaaj kormer majheo amaar din er shuru maa er saathe..r sesh o taai..klanto din er seshe baari phire maa er sathe 10mins kotha..shorir kharape maa ese pashe boshe mathay haat dile...amaar ostitwo to sei manushtar thekei.. manush tar chhotobela, kaishor jemoni chhilo, se orokom chhilo taai se amaake nijeke jibone egote shikhiyechhe...taai "Maa er theke vaalo aachhi" eta bola hoyto meye hoye kokhonoi somvob noy....

(Writing this one for a magazine....)

Shada-Kaalo

Jolechhilo dhuper kathi ta...

Aami boli...
Purchhe...jibon

Tumi bolle...
Jibon pore na...manush-i poraye..
Abar manush-i jol diye banchaye!!

Kintu amaar chokh bole...
purchhe jibon...manusher......
purchhe manush-o.....
manushe e poray....manush e pore....
kokhono bhitore...kokhono baaire
kokhono soshobde....kokhono ba nirobe

Tumi maante chao na...bole otho..
Abar manush-i banchaye....manush-i hashaye...
Manush-i agun nebhaye...

Haanste thaaki shune...Bole uthi..
Agun jaliye.....Manush-e nevaay
Betha diye... sei komay...
Manush e bachhay....kintu sei to kaanday!!

Shada canvas e...kaalo kaali....
aami boli aandhar...tumi bolo chhaya
noshto chhobi...
Aami boli aborjona...
Tumi bolo maya...

Hothat dur er majhe...
Dur digonte shada-kaalo...
Aami boli raat naamchhe...
Tumi bolo; sondhe elo...

Aaj hothat sab elomelo.

~The green leaf~

The green leaf
And the black eye;
Create a sensation
With a hidden sigh!!!

Holding hands
Or kissing again;
Heart is crying
It’s all about brain!!!

Nice words
Long lost music
Lost somewhere
Like a broken brick!!!

Silence silence
Come to me please;
I am lost in sound
Let my heart release!!!

~SEASONS~

I have been through darkness...
I have been through deadly downs;
Then I have seen a new sunrise...
Now, life doesn't seem like a clown.

I want to get back the love...
Tell me the way to your heart;
Show me the inspiration,
Not just another negotiation.

Do not just be there in the night...
Be there even in the daylight;
Not only the darkness of my life...
But also the ups and downs of twilight.

I know........
I've blown many options...
Some of my own creations;
Today, I just need some inspiration;
Don't give me another negotiation.

~Khuje Dekha~

Kokhono bristi veja ekla mathe bose
Kokhono ba dhu dhu roddur makha
Duto haat bujhi koto kacha kachi
kokhono ba noishobder ojanay vese....

niribili eka pothe haanta
ba tomar chokhe chokh rakha...
kobitar khata niye vaabi
bastob naki chupkotha?

pashapashi koto poth chola;
kohkono ba sudhu bose thaka...
aadh khaoa coffee cup chhuye...
sporshe te valobasha makha.

dekhecho ki bhirer majhe khuje
valobasha hariyeche kotha?
hoyto ba sudhu lukochuri
Chhuye dekha kichhu govirota...

~SONDHAN~

Charidike stobdhota!
Nei sei mughdhota;

Khoniker kothokota,
Mounomukhorota.

Veja chokhe nirobota
Obujh ek katorota.

Thonte sudhu chupkotha
Otit er haansimakha.

Hariye khuji setha;
Lukiye aache jetha...

Purono mughdhota...
Kichhu kotha...Betha...
Ar Valobasha....

WORLD-TERRORISM

What is terrorism? Terrorism involves extraordinary brutality. It is intended to create enormous fear and involves a planned attack for a purpose, often against something or someone. But sometimes for no reason also. Terrorism is a show full of violence. There is no difference between the motives of various terrorist attacks. Only the way of execution is different. The terrorists want to create fear so that leadership will be questioned. The terrorists want an audience such as a rival ethnic group, a religious group, or an entire country. The terrorists want this audience to experience far-reaching fear.

Who is called “Terrorist?” For some The Iraqi’s are terrorists. But for the Iraqi’s it’s America. Well there is no internationally agreed definition for this. But for us the word terrorist brings fear. Fear of losing our dear and near one’s and even our own lives.

Terrorism reminds us 9/11, it reminds us UN blast in Baghdad. And not to forget what happened few days ago in Bangalore.

The word “suicide bomber” creates panic in our heart. We saw, we read and we fear.

But nobody tries to look inside. Why this crusade of terrorism?

Inadequate democracy and corrupt standards of governance in many Islamic countries may also be a contributory factor in the supply of self killing bombers. Young people who are at a loss dislocated from the state and its institutions are vulnerable to the false promises of jihadism.

We know “Al-Qaeda”, Talibani’s and “Jihadi’s” . But we don’t identify with their motives. But do they identify with ours?

Instead what we are doing is “Counter-Terrorism”.

That means we are terrorist too. Are we?

For us “no, we are not”. For them “yes, we are”.

With this world full of terrorists the mantra became “We will kill them all”.

~BATTLE~

Dark cloud
In the sky;
Days are hot
Bright and dry!!!

End seemed so near;
Yet I survived
Out of fear.

Fire and smoke;
Burn my eyes!!!
Everyday...
My heart cries.

Crazy to solve the jigsaw
Day by day
Life has become
A seesaw.


Burning pain
All the time;
Living life...
Seems like crime.

Fighting it
Became my trend...
Can't help...
Itz life...My best friend.

~UNSPOKEN~

I don't always tell you,
That the joy you bring;
Brightened my way...

I don't always tell you,
Your smile...
Makes me smile;
The tears you've made
Happy by sharing
You cared...

I don't always tell you,
That the love you give
Brightened everyday I live.

I don't always tell you,
That you eyes...
Touche my senses;
Gives me comfort,
With hugs and kisses.

Makes me feel you closer...
Even when you are too far;
But the most important of all
You cherish my hopes and dreams.

I don't always tell you,
How much I love you
The memories we've known
All the laughter and fun.

And I just want to say
On this day, I set apart...
Darling I love you..
With all my heart.

~MYSTIC DESERT~

Everyday...
It kills my life,
With a sharp knife!
Blood flows everyside;
And I scream everynight.

Every new day,
Comes with same old ray;
And...
I wish it to turn night;
Mystic starry and bright.
Life stops me then...
With illusions
To capture my brain.
Hope and dreams to
Hold me back;
Courage to break them...
I alwayz lack.

Losing my mind it seems
Or just another illuding scream!
Lost as dark is lost in dark;
Invisible as spark
Is visible in sparks.

Closing my eyes....
I wont do;
As I call it desert of life...
and I want to know...

I want to know
The end of pain;
Want to know where...
Happiness in tears do rain!!!

Want to send u...
The Rainy smell;
To ring your heart's bell.
To let you know...
It's life - taught me....
To love you

~Blank Thoughts~

It sometimes takes me
By surprize...
Your eyes hit Just between
My eyes.
A smile and
Small kiss for me
Sometime feels
So dreamy!!!
And when
the dreams comes true...
It seems closing my eyes
To not to feel blue.

Always l will be here,
Holding hands forever
coloring your silence
Removing all the tears,
My heart will be here
waiting for you;
Only for you dear...

~COLOUR OF LOVE~

When afternoon comes
to meet evening...
The wind starts flirting
Silence starts singing;
Loneliness laughing!

But...
My anger feels nothing.

Rain starts dancing;
Birds are partying...

But...
Anger denies everything.

The winter breeze
Washes my tear...
And bring to me
A flowing river...

Darkness thickens
Becomes darker...
And suddenly
It was full of cracker!!!

Love speaks;

"Life full of lights,
Look at it;
Starry and so bright..."

Tears start vanishing
And becomes pearl...when
Moon sent his message
"Look at me...My girl"

I felt warmth
And close my eyes;
Felt your kiss
On my lips.

Don't come...
Screams anger!!!
Love smiles;
"Come closer"...

Night comes
With magical moonbeam
And we slept...
Inside our dream...

~SOHOJAATRI~

Monta udaas holo abaar,
Ure chole gelo bohudur,
Haaralo se koto ochena;
Koto nishobdo ekla dupur...

Ami bose roi saanjher aashay;
Jodi ase se sujan-majhi,
Koto dheu periye ochenar khoje
Niye jete hobe raaji...

Aami konodin dub dite chaini,
Jete chaaini otoler gohone;
Tobu dube gechi kaalo joler niche,
Mishe gechi jibon- morone...

Aaj bose aachhi tor dike taakiye;
Bariyechi mor haat;
Jete chas jodi aye mor saathe,
Hoyto Kete jaabe ei raat...

Journey~ towards=====>???

Erokom keno hoy je amra ja bhabi seta hoy na?
Jeta korte chai seta korte paari na?
Erokom keno hoy je amader past ta read-only, r future ta not accessible?

Jaanina, hoyto amader mon ta sab somoy jeta kothin jeta jana nei sei ojanar dike tene niye jay...
sobai kei ki niye jay?
naki sudhu amaake?

Proshno gulor utor paoa keno jay na?
Din er por din jokhon prosno gulo moner modhye ghore uttor gulo paoa jay na...
Tarpor jedin prosno gulo palte jay uttor ta tokhon keno paai?

Xam sesh hobar por ki ar sei prosno gulor value thaake?

Janina...
Tobe amaar kachhe thaake na...

Read-only file access kore kono laav hoy na....

Life is alwayz enjoyable to me... atleast I try to do that...
& that very moment life started throwing challenges to me...

I enjoy that.. I love to see myself as a winner...
Tobe sab juddho ki jeta jay?

For me life is a journey...where we meet loads of people...
Some of them become friends.. some remain unknown... some find their station in the mid-way...
& some of them becomes companions for the rest of the journey...
& the journey is full of adventure....
a journey towards unknown destination....

tobu hariye jete ichhe hoy majhe majhe..hoyto...
Ojanar kachhe...Ojanaar pothe...Ojanaar kole....matha rekhe

Bus-Stop

Cold cold breeze
on my face;
Icy cool drops...of rain;
Taking me to a trip to
Down memory lane.

The lanes become
Dark and dirty;
Rain becomes faster;
Nothingness...caught me then,
When I become a loner again...

What is there left to say,
May be...I wasn't right anyway

~U-TURN~

Slowly, Silently
Darkness falls down
in my mind;
With the touch...
Warmth of your breath;
Passion...one of a kind.

I became dead once;
Because of my poisonous love
for you...
But I fought back
To won the battle;
Do you know?

And today I'm alive...
No more death...
Itz life... I do believe.

~JUST NOW~

[PENNED IT DOWN IN MOBILE.....WITHOUT ANY THOUGHT...]

Just now
I felt helpless;
Just now
I felt your embrace.
Just now
I wanted to runaway
Just now
You've shown me the right way.
Just now
I closed my eyes in dark;
Just now
You brought to me the right mark.
Just now
I wanted to die!!!
Just now
You asked me to give it a try.
Just now
I found you nowhere...
Just now
I saw you came closer.
Just now
I wanted to count what I have
I found nothing but your love.

~The Lost Graveyard...~

The flood of emotion…
Has started again;
While I was walking…
Down the memory lane.

It seemed a long ago…
I traveled this way;
With no one to call friend…
With no place to stay!!!

I then found a new lane;
Where I wanted to die;
Where I wanted to survive;
Where I became insane!!!

And all my emotions died…
But I survived!!!
The ebb of emotion
With no love…only rage…
With less smile…lesser courage.

The memory lane…
Where I lost my soul;
There I found light today…
All colours…but not grey.

I found it back;
The rainbow of emotions…
The shining smile…
The raining tears…
The warm affection…and care.

With tears rolling down
I found myself standing
At the graveyard of my past…
Staring at a new dawn…
A new beginning atlast

8simple things....

I got tagged by my friend Bubai aka Sushir Rahaman....nearly 2weeks ago..but I failed to manage some time for this post...so a gig SORRY to him :)

So, please hold ur breath...

1.)I sometimes try to write some useless things...& for that I love to think myself as a poem writter.

2.)Nodoubt I'm a dreamer...but only dreamz...no nightmares[:P]

3.)I'm quite a crackpot...all the strangest things alwyz happen to me[:P]

4.)I believe I'm the worst person u can have ever seen...

5.)I'm alwyz into muzic..my 2nd 3rd or 4th love may be(pun intended)

6.)Books-thats one thing my passion....

7.)oh & yaa..photography started being my hobby now a dayz[:P]

8.) may be the most whimsical one on this earth...i love everything & nothing at the same time...

but still i love to love & being in love...hate to hate & being hated...

now anything left????did u really get anything from this???[:P]

~Transformation~

Some bloody things I need to say,
Please don't runaway...
When you come closer
I wanna love you forever...


I wish I was your love
I wish you were mine.
I watch your smile;
I watch when you are crying.
Oh! I wish you were mine!

And then...
Life took an "U"-turn;
I couldn't find the way to return.
I was stuck in that dark!!!
Couldn't even see any mark...

I was lost inside myself,
Emptiness hold me...my innerself.
Tired I was...broken from inside
Just then you came like a lightening tide!!!

I was crying in the dark...was trying to hold on
No one could hear...I was all alone...
All that I craved someone to love...
You make me close my eyes...and hold your hand
I...that time felt your warmth...

A new path you made...saved me from death;
Came so closer...became my lover.
Now something...i wanna say...
I know you won't runaway...
All I need is you...only you;
Oh darling! be mine...I love you.

~LIFE~

Life has become a medley
Of pain and tear.
Nothing did seem clear.
Everything became so obscure
And dark…
Even light used to make me nark!!!
Was lost inside a maze;
Wish I could become raze.
But I got over;
Didn’t end my life with
A razor!!!
And then I saw another sight
So full of light;
With no grudges of past
I stand up from the
Poisonous dust…
And there began a new journey,
With love, faith and trust.

I'll be watching you

STING lyrics

~Rain~

DEDICATED TO- ABHIRUP CHAKRABARTY
Written down while I was standing at a ghaat...

I sensed the breeze
On my face...
Cold... Wet...
I heard the sound
of water...
Silent... Sweet...
I saw the twilight
Black... Dark...
I felt the sky higher
Clouds... Sparks...
And then,
I saw the rain coming...


WHERE ARE YOU?

I wanna get drenched in rain...
Only with you...

&Atlast with a phone call...

Rain has come...
Along with you...

~COMING BACK INTO THE LIFE~

You saved my heart
Without knowing me;
You saved my dream
When you heard my scream...
My soul was lost
It was then saved by you...
You came into my life;
You...saved my life.

You helped me out;
Why did you do it?
I don't know the reason;
Don't even want to...
All I know that
You were like a shower
On a deserted flower.

It was time
To sink or to swim...
When...you came along;
You pulled me out...
Of the troubles...
I was in.

I stopped myself from
Finding a way of my own;
I don't know
How did you know...that
I was alone.

I was hanging by a thread
I was sinking... and
I was waiting to become dead!!!

You came...And
You've shown me colours...of life...
You saved my life...
You became my life!!!
And made my life.

For you dear

For you

I am not yours, not lost in you,
Not lost, although I long to be
Lost as a candle lit at noon,
Lost as a snowflake in the sea.

You love me, and I find you still
A spirit beautiful and bright,
Yet I am I, who long to be
Lost as a light is lost in light.

Oh plunge me deep in love -- put out
My senses, leave me deaf and blind,
Swept by the tempest of your love,
A taper in a rushing wind.

~LOVER or TRAITOR~

I wanna say My heartiest sorry to some people.....

Behind the closed door
One small bed;
You and me...
Standing on the floor...

I felt love;
I felt warmth
And I made love!!!
But I don't know how,
I missed you!!!

I closed my eyes;
I felt you...
Inside me!!!
I smiled;
I cried;
I shouted;
I lost it...
I lost it all... to you!!!

But,
It wasn't you...
It can never be you.
But the touch was yours!!!
Inside my mind,
I made myself blind...
And opened up my mind...

But
Don't ever close your eyes...
And never open up your mind.
I'm your present
And I stay there inside your mind...
That's all you'll able to find!!!

So, Don't ever close your eyes;
I don't want you to pay the price.
You are the winner...
Don't make yourself the looser!!!
I've seen your soul
Which you never knew... That i could...
May be, it was a sin
But your soul...there I've seen...
Who are you...
The real you!!!

I'm a creep:
A fucking nonsense!!!
So, don't close your eyes...
On my word...
That makes no sense...

DISEASE

This one is the most arbitly written poem ever by me... it has no start & no end...sorry to all

You are a drug
I'm addicted...
I'm affected...
I'm rejected!!!
It's irony...
That you are my medicine.
But I don't need it!!!
Loving you is a sin;
A crime Which is only mine...
And yet I don't want medicine,
Angel of Death is calling...

HARA-KIRI

Aaj hothat
akash ta abaar mone holo chena,
Aaj hothat
abaar jeno holam aanmona..
Aaj hothat
haariye gelam otit din er srote;
Aaj hothat
abaar ichhe holo amaar ushno hote...
Aaj hothat
Tomar smriti phirchhe baarbaar,
Aaj ki tobe
tomay aami haralam abaar...

A beautiful day - A dream

It's a beautiful day
A lovely morning;
Sounds of wind...
A brand new day...

Two faces are there,
The day... The Sun...
The flicker of hope;
The power of light...
So bright...
Making me blind...

The opposite face
The blue poison...The Night!
The Moon...The dark light...

You are my Sun;
You are my moon...
You are the ray
Not only Moon;
Not only Sun...
To my mind;
It's a full day
A beautiful day.....

~HEART~

Dedicated to- To the biggest IDIOT (The Abnormal ) of this earth
Sorry for dedicating...

In my dream...
I look back
to that day...
the day when
I was me...

The joy of innocence...
with pure heart;
the day of smile,
without being hurt...

I desire a time
A time for nothing,
Just you and me...
And silence...
When we talk nothing...

Your arms around
my shoulder...
To offer me rest.
With warmth and care.

I won't ask for love
That's not mine.
But You can't be lost...
You were never mine...

I never own you;
I cannot even ask for.
I find myself lonely...
At the core.

I don't know
What i want,
Just like a puppet;
I'm playing my part...

Don't come
To save me...
This is my world
The real me...

I am..........................................

I am the sun...
I am the rain;

I am the smile...
I am the pain.

I am the white...
I am the dark;

I am the cold...
I am the spark.

I am the night...
I am the day;

I am the black...
I am the ray.

I am the mother...
I am the whore;

I am the the lady
lying on the shore...

I am the love;
I am the hurt!!!

I am you,
You are heart...

I am life
I am death...

I am beginning
And the end!!!

Letter to Mr.Valentine....

To Mr.Valentine,

Hope everything is okay there in heaven..hope u r in heaven....so howz life there?
we all celebrate ur death day....a pure gimmic....
people find a partner this time...& next year they find another one.... we feel so lonely without a partner that day...& do u know wat we call our partner??? VALENTINE!!!
Ur death made this day so FUCKING SPECIAL...don't u feel proud?
u should.....after all noneelse have aday by their name on their death day...

thanking u,
Nabanita

~Blue of Mind~

Feeling blue...
Mid of roses...
Color...
Of flower...
Heart is crying...
It's true...

I don't know...
My heart's desire...
Eyes are raining...
Gloomy season...
I want to run...away...
Far... and far...

Love is in the air...
Moon is so clear...
Candles are glowing...
But eyes are raining...
Far away from shining...

Blue is mind...
Blue is heart...
Blue is feelings...
Rainbow gone...
Gone the rainbow...
Cold breeze....on my face...
I... close my eyes...

Close eyes don't pain...
And now...
There is only rain...

~MEMORIES~

Dedicated to- Shuvadeep Ghosh
Sorry to- Shuvadeep Ghosh

A long night...
No one inside,
Scattered dreams...
Hot tears...
Rolling down...
down...
and down...

I've seen him
In all hues...
All through smile
and joys...
But never
to a river of tears....
may be,
I never seen
him all...
Endless memories
laughter and worries
trudge me back...
Those golden days
Gone...
Gone are those days...

I never know
I could be lost,
so lost...
Ever in my life
Days go on...
Life moves on...
Only I am in
some deep slumber...

The ending seems
Nearer...
I can feel it
Closer...
Closer...
And closer...

I want to lie down
Next to him
In the shores....
I have known
All the life...
The rainbow
of feelings...
I could possibly
ever know...

I wish
To look back again
On the very few
Times of mine...
When I would wake up
With a smile...
And a flicker of hope
To be with him...

I've always wondered
Who he was...
Without whom
My days are like hell
Night seems to be
Endless deep pits
Where I tread along
As if in a trance...

I know
It's high time
to move on...
But each step
of mine... ahead...
Brings in to my mind
His foot prints...

the prints
so hardly fixed...

I know
The pain he felt
Was for me...
The pain of
Leaving me astray...
But...
he's gone...
Away...
Away...
And away...

And me?
I don't know...
Where to go...

Losing The Soul...

Declaration:- Any similarities with anybody is purely coincidental....

Jiboner pothe roj hete chola...
koto shoto chhobi roj muchhe fela...
haansi haansi mukhe koto byatha na bola...
jibiter bhire mrito khunje chola...
haranor shoke paoa vule jaoa....
onuvutihim manusher kaaya...

(A journey through life...
erasing so many pictures from mind...
a face with smile... and heart with hidden pain
searching death among lives...
we r becoming feelingless creature called human...)

Why the feelingless creature human suffers from pain?
why...
why...
why?????????????????

why itz so tough to adjust even for them... whom everyone knows as "HEART-BREAKER"....
does that mean... a Heart Breaker has no heart?
Does that mean a heart Breaker doesn't feel any pain when the heart breaks into pieces?

Why does The heart Breaker fails to cry?
Why does the person laugh when actually he/she is crying inside...
Why does it hurt so much???

IRONY.... & RIDICULE.....

again I'm throwing loads of questions...which have no answers....
haa haa haa haa....

Forever Darling, ...always

Special thanks to- Sudipto Mukherji

Tomorrow is never guaranteed
we take for granted time
and all our worthwhile deeds
if i should die before i wake
and the lord my soul does take
i have felt the earthquake
understand my bliss
know before i die
that i have never felt so nice
in the spirit of your arms

Tomorrow- a big word...a big uncertainty...
But do present means anything???
Present too is nothing but uncertainty.. nothing but pain...
Then why tomorrow only?
May be itz better for my heart to die before i wake...
But my conscience will not allow it...

So, in the end...this poem again representing nothing....as usual
Forgive me...

Unsolved...

Dedicated to- HIM
Special Thanks to my Friend Rwik-This is his story (or should i say,reality)
"Tere pyaar mein kaise jiye hum....
Jala hai yeh dil...
Yeh aankhein huyi nam..."

What lines....
Meaningless...
Bullshits...

pyaar= love=timepass=timewaste...

love?? what the hell is love?
does anyone know?

someone told me years ago, love means to have someone as ur companion,in good or bad.in sorrows, in happiness, in pains.love means someone whom u need always....

But may be love is a fucking word...there is nothing called love...
the person u always need, u always miss... howz it feel when that person refuses....

god damn it....
god damn it....
god damn it....

what is the solution?

Love:- The ParadoX

A new year
begins
with a blast
of fun...
in the sky...
but
not for all...
I saw,
the moonless night...up
behind fun
so dark
from inside...

The first night...
has secrets
in its mind...
has tears
and pains...

look...
they are dancing
in rain...
and here
someone is
cutting vein...

does hurting a heart
give pain?
and
breaking a heart???
.........................................
.........................................
the night smiles...
the curse...
the black
says, "come on"
this is life
which 'can cut a heart
by a
sharp knife...


The first night
bleeds pain...
while cutting
the vein...

someone cries...
shouts...
"life is a bluff
stop this game...
because...
I'm having pain..."

The night
becomes black
its bloody smile
becomes laughter...
It says,
"It's the curse
of life...
It's the curse
of heart...
It's the curse
of love...
It's love
brings you
to hurt...

Meaningless
is love...
which cuts
the heart...
So,
forget love
and
avoid being hurt...

The truth
of life...
"Don't die...
just
Forget love
and fly"...

May be it doesn't matter whether we love someone or not...it doesn't matter whether we are getting love back or not... because love is unconditional... love can never be selfish... may be thats why even a broken heart sometimes deliver a laughter to its sweetheart... who broke it...

IRONY & RIDICULE...!!!

Oh! all bullshits...

So, just be a successful person...and to become a successful person forget all your feelings... because in the end... Career does matter... heart doesn't...

I'm SORRY...
i DON'T KNOW WHAT LOVE IS...

ILLUSION???

Once
On a evening
Indolence hold my hand
And took me
To a dark land….
It asked me to believe;
And I saw
Flowers in a dozen…
In my mind
All of a sudden…

And
I started my journey…
Leaving my root…
Behind…
So free
From mind…
But not blind…
With trust
In my heart…
With chances
Of getting hurt…

I……
Saw a spin on path
Lights gone…
Lighter…
Closed my eyes…
No roses were there
Only another twist
On the path…
I……
Left my desires
Only dreams came
With me…
On desert…
On lonely path…
In search of light……

The search did seem
Meaningless…
Suddenly…
With a fragrance
I found a pathway
With a new beam of ray…

You….
Were standing there
With stretched arms
Full of warmth…
As if you crave
All my pain
On you like rain…
That moment…
Mesmerized my thought…
When I felt no hurt…
And found my head
Resting…
On your shoulder…
So happy
Felt like dying
I couldn’t…
But crying…

~BACK TO MOON~

Clouds
In the sky…
Floating.
Mind…
A river
Flowing…
Or,
Flying high!!!

Unworthy
Oh you!
Says brain,
See life…
Stop
Taking pain…

Heart laughs,
“I……
Have seen pain…
Still
I laugh…
I get wet…
In rain…”

Brain laughs,
“You…
Are here
To live…
Not to shed
Bloody tear…”

Clouds
Black…
Hides sun…
It says,
“Don’t cry…
I will
Come back…”

Life
Mortal…
Possessions
Material…
What we feel
So unreal…
It is real

It’s night…
When
We dream…
We desire…
We…
Close eyes
Pain dies???

We search
Eldorado…
A journey
Never ending…
Destination
Seems pseudo…

World
A stage…
Clowns
Are we…
So free
But
Inside a cage

Distorted…
Colorless…
It’s death?
Oh you
Don’t die…
Close
Your eyes…
Fly…
There is
A sky…

Afternoon Sun…
On it’s high…
Look at it
And
Close your eye
Inside you…
See the moon
Even
In afternoon…