Friday, February 09, 2007

~MEMORIES~

Dedicated to- Shuvadeep Ghosh
Sorry to- Shuvadeep Ghosh

A long night...
No one inside,
Scattered dreams...
Hot tears...
Rolling down...
down...
and down...

I've seen him
In all hues...
All through smile
and joys...
But never
to a river of tears....
may be,
I never seen
him all...
Endless memories
laughter and worries
trudge me back...
Those golden days
Gone...
Gone are those days...

I never know
I could be lost,
so lost...
Ever in my life
Days go on...
Life moves on...
Only I am in
some deep slumber...

The ending seems
Nearer...
I can feel it
Closer...
Closer...
And closer...

I want to lie down
Next to him
In the shores....
I have known
All the life...
The rainbow
of feelings...
I could possibly
ever know...

I wish
To look back again
On the very few
Times of mine...
When I would wake up
With a smile...
And a flicker of hope
To be with him...

I've always wondered
Who he was...
Without whom
My days are like hell
Night seems to be
Endless deep pits
Where I tread along
As if in a trance...

I know
It's high time
to move on...
But each step
of mine... ahead...
Brings in to my mind
His foot prints...

the prints
so hardly fixed...

I know
The pain he felt
Was for me...
The pain of
Leaving me astray...
But...
he's gone...
Away...
Away...
And away...

And me?
I don't know...
Where to go...

9 comments:

Abhirup Chakrabarty said...

gr8 finish...darun hoyechhe...

Nabanita said...

thnx [:)]

chandroma said...

asadharonnnnnnnnnnn no wrds to define re shtti

adi... said...

besh vaalo hoyechhey...

Nabanita said...

thnx to all

AmitMakwana said...

hi Nabanita!
i liked the new look of ur blog! too good!
and the poem is so sentimental!
lovely writing!
'Hot tears...
Rolling down...
down...
and down...'
lovely lines!
really u write so well!
it was so expressive!
nice poem!
but apart from the mood in poem, i hope u r fine n rocking! take care dear!

soumya said...

Mindblowinggggg....i feel shivering when i read this poem...makes me emotional...really commendable....[:)]

santanu said...

@CHANDROMA..........IS IT VERY IMPORTANT TO EXPRESS TO YOUR OWN BEING....CANT IT BE BETTER IF U JUST REALIZE....catagorize.....n SYNCHRONIZE....

santanu said...

A really gr8 one written in your own fashion Nabanita.....but why always painting a frustrated heart's memory recollection potrait.....i mean why dont u try to express the feelings in some other way than recollecting from old past days......

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