~Barbonita~

Bolchhe swopno, bujte chokh
Mukhosh? Naki kutsit mukh?

Baastobete vir er majhe
Byasto sabai nijer kaaje...

Monta aatka goraad jaale
Hoyna kobita, shorir mile!

Tukro kagoj, dey biliye
Sosta shorir, jachhe khoye!

Ottohasi, udaas mukhe
Eito, dibbi aachhi sukhe!

~ogochhalo kheyal~

Kobitara elomelo....
Monkharaper chhoway
Mon ogochhalo!!

Sondhera baari jay
Raat pakhider danay
Sopno sundori sajay!

Rongin aalo
Rukhho, teebro bhishon;
Chokh dhadhalo!

Pashapasi haat
Osompurno..rikto..
adh khaoa coffee cup!

Urche Smriti...
Urche onuvuti edik sedik;
Urlo haway ushno priti!

~Agaami~

Ekta bikel hothat holo sesh
Hothat kore holo sopno vongo;
Haaste haaste haralo hasir karon
Jibon hothat khelna, tamasha-rongo!

Bhirer majhe hariyechilo amaar aami
Hajar mukher majhe boddo komdaami...
haarjiter khelay kistitei maat...
Stobdho amaar ochena agaami...


Chokher saamne chollo bio-scope
Smritira sab film hoye chole...
Bondho chokh, bondho kaan...
Tobu smritichinho ra kotha bole!


Khaader pare jibon jokhon sosta
Bhishon khudro nijer chokhe jokhon...
Pichhon firey dekhlo hothat mon...
Dariye chhilo amaar aponjon!

~Durotto~

Roshnai te dhadhiye chhilo chokh...

Bhirer majhe nijei chhilam ochena;

Camera bondi nanan mukher saari

Ochena sab mukher aanagona!

Tarporete hothat kore jokhon

Nirjhorer sopno holo churno...

Valobasar hariye gelo pran...

Holo coffin bondi soddojato sopno!

Haariye geche onuvuir shikor...

Joler hawa deyna sporsho tor....

Aaj haater faankai pore aache

onuvutira laagiyechhe aaj dor!

Firti pothe cholbena ar mon...

Notun pothe egiye cholte chay...

Nahoy thaakuk anguler faank khali

pother baanke apatoto bidaay!!

~Khonik Smriti~

Bolechhile....

tomar chokhe roder chhite laguk
tomar thonte laguk projapoti
tomar hasi jhorna dharay vanguk
vanguk tomar thomke jaoa goti...

Bolechhile......

tomar hate uthuk premer mala
tomar paye bajuk premer nupur;
tomar chhoyay jibon joyar asuk
namuk onuvutir bristi tapur tupur....

Tobu keno....

amaar shorir jure borof shitolota
amaar chokher joleo ovaab ushnotar!!
aaj sabar majhe beche thekeo jeno...
Chokh khulle sudhui ondhokaar!!

~Saap-siri~

Nijhum raate sopno dekha jay...
Surjaloke sotty ki ta hoy?
chokher sopno chokher konei sesh
Bastobete thakena taar resh.

Haaste haaste kanna rukhte chay...
Kaandte kaandte haaste sekha jaay?
Haasir shobdo kanna hoye jhore...jokhon
Chokher joler hiseb haway orey...

ektu adhtu chhilo hisheb baki
sedik thekeo khatay bishal faanki!!
gormilete millo na to mon
jog biyoge haralo aponjon...

haater faanke arekta haat mele...
haasi thatta bondhutter chhole;
Hothat kono jhorer paake pore
Se haat kachhe thekeo onek dure...

Jibon chokre saap siri te bondi
kothay shuru kothay hobe sondhi...
Jotil totte haariye gechhe mon...
Saap siri-te joriye jibon japon!

~Megh Brishti~

Megh bolechhe raag hoychhe...
Mukh firiye amar theke...
Valobasha brishti dhuye...
haariye gechhe rod mekhe.

Megh ke chai brishti niye...
Moner majheo brishti chaai;
Hothat kore mon kharaape...
Toke niyei bhijte chai...

Iti... Meghbalika!

~Noishobdo~

Bikel seshe neon alor deshe
urchhe dhulo, baarchhe byastota;
keuba chhote ghor er dike...
karo chokhe onno madokota!

Tuio kemon palte gechhis...
Ochena bhishon..onek onek dur;
Tor sporsho jantrik boro aaj
Tor kothay...onno kono sur!

Khujchi koto, pachhina to
Kiser khoj taao jaanina!
Shunte kichu kaan pete roi...
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Shunnyota te, Mon maanena!

~O-Purno~

Jokhon chhonnochhara sur kete...
alokito poth meghachhonno goli;
Tor kotha mone pore hothat...
Aami nijer mone nijeke hariye feli.

Jokhon baloonwalar laal sobujer jhaanke
Ekta duto smritir lukochuri;
Tor na bola sab onuvutir sporshe...
Aami jukti torke notun kore haari.

Jokhon somapti te osomaptir dhoni..
Purnota ra opurnoi roy;
Gopon kichu "sab peyechhi" baade
Jibon ta je ichha puron noy!

~Oghoton~

Moner kotha bujhbe ke aaj bol...
Ore mon...nijer moto chol.
Somaj jaale aatke sopno onek...
Sopno...tui jiriye ne khonik.

Kichu bethar hoyna kono bhaasha...
Ar kichu betha...boroi sorbonasha.
Mathar bhitor bethachhonno...
Sukhosmriti... Sporsho ushno.

Thonter vaanje lukiye onek kotha...
Na bola kichu...kichu gopon betha.
Nitikothay joriye chupkothara...
moner konay poth vulechhe ora.

Jodi ghote jay...kono rupkotha...
Pokhhiraaje moner mita.
Baariye duhaat aalingone...
Raajputro...Rajkonnye.

~Rudhho duwar ~

Kokhono koborkhana gechis?
Tor moner kone..
ondho gopone?
chora bali ar
mritodeho jekhane...
smriti bondi aaj...
somoy osudh
korchena ar kaaj...

kokhono paaper haat dhorechhis?
Bondho ghore...
ekla dujone
bahu bondhone???
Ushno shorir topto
dheuer moto ekotro...
swarthopor somoy tokhon...
sab paaper opore...
niyom bhangar duware...

Kokhono aagune haat diyechhis?
odommo ek akorshon...
Agun chhowar nidorshon...
Hisheb vule adim khelay...
Motto shorir shorire...
Sobhyotara mukh lukiye
Ekanto gopon aadore!!!

Random

Mon kharaper jhor uthechhe...

Moner majhe...
Brishti nemeche...
Polok bhaari..
Moner kotha keu...
Sunche na je...


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Moner duwar khulchena aaj...
Bondho kopaat;
Urchhe jhaanke
Shalikra sab;
Bekar Koraghaat


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 somaj jokhon haat paa bedhe rakhe
moner kone jole agun
dhiki dhiki...
boro biswad mone hoy
Niyom badha
Rojnamchar Jibon...


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 sunche na j moner mita...
boddo obujh
boroi jotil je se...
aaj mone hoy
sopno sab e
haway gechhe mishe...


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assas noy bedona sudhui
chokher patay....
bristi hoye jhorche;
maanche na baadh..
joma kothara golar majhe
dola pakiye morchhe...


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Nodi bolechhe bodlabe poth...
baanker seshe
ekla paare...
bose aachhe se;
meghla mone...
haariye gechhe...
megher e deshe...
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megh ketechhe rod uthbe bole
jhor thambe
notun shuru hobe...
kichu aador
jole dhuye jabe...
baki sab smriti hoye
mone roye jabe...

~Chhinno Bhinno~

Golpo shurur sedin gulo
Mishti dushtu bhishon...

Aaj golpo seshe hothat kore

Purono hochhe apon....

Haater opor haat chhilo

Thonte coffee-r cup...

Aajke jeno chardike te

Depression er chhap...

Onekdur e ogyatbas e...

Kono raater ondhokare...

Sobhyotara miliye jaay..

Unmukto shorire....

Chhutir dupur, batanukul

Shitol tobu ushno....

Thonter opor thont chhnuwe jaay

Bhasiye sab prosno....

Sobhyotader mukh mukhose

Niyom kanun jaale;

Chhinno shorir chhinno monon

Gopon chhutir bikele...

Tobu jibon chole nijer taale

Chhono chhara chhonde mile;

Karo chokher kone dufota jol

Karo mukhe
mithye hasir kolorol...

~kichu tukro kotha elomelo~

Diner seshe saanjhbelay
Raatpori der vaangchhe ghum;
Klanto shorir, dirghoshas
Sesh bikeler klanto mon...

Raatpori der chokher maya
Jachhe chhnuye klanto mon;
Mon kharaper thonter chhnoway
Smritir kone aaponjon...

Sheeter bikel jomjomaat
Rongin shaal, sutor kaaj;
Sobuj maathe roder aador
Moner kone smritir bhaanj...

ar tarpor...

Rupkothader patay patay
Chupkotha ra chup kore;
Raatpori der golpo pore...
Haariye jaay chupisaare...

~Dhusor~

Laal neel rong paltay
Shada kalo dhusore...
Swopnera sab palti khay
Dusopner dosor-e...

Ichhe chhilo ichhe gulor
pakhna mele orar...
rongin palok chhinnovinno
ichhamrityu amaar...

Ostitwo dori taanchhe
vul ar thik er majhe
jibon ta aj felna boro
laagchena ar kaaje...

Somoy kuriye barano raat
bunto kothar sopno,
kothar jhuli shunyo je aj
kejane kar jonno...

ekta duto muhurto rao
sudhui chup thaake...
somoy ghori thomke geche
ke jane kon baanke...

Smritir goli ghoraghuri
mon manena mon
koshtogulo golay chepe
haaschhi sarakhon :D

~Betha~

Aandhar raate eka bichhanay
Haat paa chhoriye shuye;
Mone pore jaay raater adda
Smriti vaase chokh chhnuye...

Mone pore sab haasi kannay
Golay bondho koshte;
Smriti bare bar mathachara dey
ar bandhe aaste prishte...

Chokh chole jaay khali haat tay
Shunnyo haater pata;
Thomke daray somoy chakay
Na rakha kothar betha...

Bare bare sei khali ayenay
Kono chhaya khuje fera;
Jara chole jay megher deshe
Firey ki aase tara?

~Gotanugotik~

Somantoral rail line er sathe
Kothay jeno jibon badha aache...
Ku jhikjhik chhondobodhho sur-e
Jibon chhote thik orokom kore...

Gotir sathe gotanugotik chola
Notun notun mukh-mukhos er mela;
Mukh paltay somoy chakaar sathe
Notun kono chhaya chhobir gotey...

Tarpor...
Jatra seshe vinno pothe chola...
Roilo pore kichu kotha na bola!

~Bastab~

Eknishto, onabil tobuo
Otripto tomar chhowa...
Chhinno moner onuvutira
Valobasar Mrito Kaya;

Tobu mone hoy
Jhor aaschhe vishon..Gohon;
Dhongsho smriti, bilupto bastab
Vangche sopno, Vangbe monon!

~Harano~

Raat bolechhe raater sathe
Golpo hobe chupkotha te...
Nibir jokhon chokher pata
sopno sukher kono barta...

Hothat kore hothat jokhon
Ghumta vange jokhon tokhon...
Aabchhayate ondhokare
Ekla bhishon ekla ghore...

Sesh kichhudin sesher pothe
Onek smriti jachhe ghete...
Brishti esey jaachhe dhuye
Megher kotha buke niye...

Pother dhaare khelchhe kara
Chena to noy ochena ora...
Boddo je sukh oder chokhe
maatir dewale dukhho dheke...

Bohutol er koner ghore
Ekla je keu ei sohore...
raater sathe raat kaatiye
Bastobe te jaatra kore...

This was my 2nd Birthday without you...
I miss the birthday mornings when you used to wake me up with a smile, wishes, card, pen, book and cadbury. I used to wait for that eagerly. So eagerly. Birthdays do not seem happy anymore. I used to get the things I ever thought of. They were small but full of love. Your love :).
Birthdays are not same anymore.

I wake up with the pain of not having you there anymore.
I wake up with the nothingness inside.
I wake up with a feeling that no one will be there in the kitchen making murighonto and chingri malaikari for me.
I wake up with a vacuum in my heart.
I wake up with whatever you taught me and I smile.
I check my mobile to see your smiling face and I smile.
The day passes well...I get gifts...I cut the cake...went out to have dinner...Swissotel this year...But there is nobody backhome to tell the stories...nobody to ask every small details and give small inputs...
Life has taught me to come out of my utopia...to accept the rough life...n to forget the fairy tales...
May be there is an alter world...there is a place where you can watch me...n may be I am there too...just now smiling with you...You are stroking your hand lightly on my head n trying to calm me down...
Another 20th July...another B'day...another day with gifts n surprizes...

without You..