The night
The moon
And you…
So near
Yet
So far…
Don’t cry…
Stay here
To see
Worlds’ cry!!!
Itz dark,
Itz black,
Blackhole?
Itz life
Living death…
Hell?
Or just,
Not heaven…
Come here
Sit once…
Can you?
Tell me
Can you?
Only you?
I wish…
You can,
You wish
You can…
Time wishes
You can’t
Cold night…
Cold touch…
Your touch…
So cold!!!
Dreams…
Broken…
My graveyard…
White flowers…
Tears…
But you...
Come here
Feel me…
Can you???
My heart
Still beats…
For love…
For life…
For you…
EXPECTATION – a big word… we expect from ourselves, from our friends, from our parents, from loved one…(not to forget about politicians too…we expect from them also after all)…
We can never realise, from where these expectations come from… may be , from that very moment when a child born… born with lots of happiness & EXPECTATIONS… sometimes it becomes unbearable coz…sometimes our expectations collided with our parents’…& others…
Then comes our friends… we should not forget that everyone is an individual… everyone thinks in a different way… sometimes we expect our friends to do something, but they don’t & vice versa… & problem starts…sometimes we adjust…bcoz no one wants to loose a friend…but…the crack on the glass exists forever…
& our loved one…yaa…if we love someone…why do we want to change li’l things in them…sometimes they don’t like something about us… problem starts…& ends in a break off… we expect that he’ll give us the 1st priority… but we forgot he has his family…& friends… so, we can’t expect 100% priority all the time…
I can say that, in my house , my parents want my attention.. yaa they want… & I know that they are my 1st priority… though sometimes it creates pressure on me… but, again they expect these from me… & so.. now a dayz I stopped expecting from anyone,,, why should I expect???... Whenever expectations become high…it started hurting…… may be, some people will call you by different names… just to pinch you… but thatz better than getting hurt… & when our parents, friends & loved one hurt us… unintentionally…but it breaks our heart… as we know…an unknown person can’t hurt us… coz..we have no expectations from them…
Still…we’ll continue expecting… may be, thtz life, thatz hope, thatz relationship..thatz love……..
“LOVE”- Whatz love????.... Is there anyone who knows the answer???.... I guess…..no…no one can…ok…letz try to find it out…. I guess itz a feeling… a feeling straight from the core of the heart… a pleasure for some unknown reason… it shows on our face….when someone falls in love… love- the greatest mystery of this earth…
“Love” is PAIN- a pain for some one….when you love someone….don’t love his/her positive things only….love their negatives also…life is not only white or black….itz black + white…sometimes grey also…when you love someone…& cannot able to express that feelings to him/ her….you enjoy this pain…but…don’t think too much…coz sometimes itz too late…coz…sometimes we fall in love with someone…without realising this…&…someday when we saw that person with someone else…our pain starts…but we can’t express…we die every moment for that person… but…cannot express that feeling…
“Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes...just be an illusion”
“LOVE”- is FEAR…fear to loose someone…who is our life…even sometimes we fall for someone who is friend…to whom we share every small things…but cannot share a simple but great feeling…& when that person go far way…it hurts…trust me…it really hurts…itz better to have a broken hand or knee….than a broken heart… we fear…that may be if we disclose our feelings to that person… he/she will go away from us…but thatz not true…may be later we realise that if we expressed our feelings earlier….may be this person could be mine…though in love itz never too late…don’t ever waste an opportunity to express your love…but itz tough to express especially when you love someone who is your closest buddy….itz the toughest job on this earth… trust me it really the toughest…
“I know someday you’ll have a beautiful life….
I know you’ll be a star, in somebody else’s sky….
But why, why, why can’t it be mine…”
Few dayz ago….someone asked me…how long it takes to know someone properly…I didn’t know the answer…then he himself gave me the answer…he said… “don’t take too much time to know someone…coz a whole life is short to know someone…so if you like someone in the very first time…there is nothing wrong in it”…I listened to his words…then thought…ya..may be he was right…he said…if you love someone then express it…if you can’t…then how that person would able to understand your feelings…ya…once again he was right…but…as I said itz tough to express…
"A very small degree of hope is sufficient to cause the birth of love."
From my life I learned one thing…you are the biggest idiot if you can’t express your feelings…I always try to stand beside my love…though he can never understand may be…still I want him to be happy…it really hurts when I see him with other galz but…at least…he is there as a friend… “Something is better than nothing”…no one wants to loose the love of their life…so what if he is with someone else??? That doesn’t make any difference…when it comes to love… &...why should it be?...if it does make any difference then itz not love…LOVE is when I pray for that person without expecting any small things from him…he could be mine…may be not…but I don’t want to loose a friend…I can’t just afford to loose a friend…he is precious enough to loose…unaffordable…he is mine in my own way…in my thoughts…he lives in my heart without even knowing it…if someday he realise this…I know he’ll be mine in reality…
“My LOVE” may be you are reading this article…without realising you are the one I’m talking about…I know you can’t…you never can…
&thatz why I started believing that….
“If you love someone…let him go….
If he comes back to you…he is yours,
If he doesn’t…he never was…”
You
Came into my life
And turned it to heaven;
With happiness and joy;
In my mindz garden……
Where did you go?
I don’t know;
But without you;
That heaven becomes hell
So, I’m ringing the bell;
I want you to hear,
Please come here,
My dear…….
I’m playing with thunder;
So tired….
Want to die;
I can’t wait for a wonder……
I’m waiting…
Waiting for you;
My life is you
So, I can’t die;
And I don’t know why;
Why do I love you;
You, you and only you……
WHEN YOU LOVED ME
LIKE A BLOW OF WIND
YOU, MY DEAR
TAUGHT ME THE MEANING OF LOVE
& BECAME MY SOUL & MIND;
MY LOVE;
YOU FORGOT ME!
WHEN YOU CAME
YOU CAME LIKE A SPELL OF MAGIC
THEN FORGOT ME?
MAY BE I WAS WRONG
YOU NEVER WERE MINE
BUT HOW CAN I FORGET
DEAR
YOU ARE MY LOVE DIVINE
OH DEAR!
MY HEART DOES CRY
FOR YOU,
MY LOVE WILL NEVER DIE
