~The green leaf~

The green leaf
And the black eye;
Create a sensation
With a hidden sigh!!!

Holding hands
Or kissing again;
Heart is crying
It’s all about brain!!!

Nice words
Long lost music
Lost somewhere
Like a broken brick!!!

Silence silence
Come to me please;
I am lost in sound
Let my heart release!!!

Losing The Soul...

Declaration:- Any similarities with anybody is purely coincidental....

Jiboner pothe roj hete chola...
koto shoto chhobi roj muchhe fela...
haansi haansi mukhe koto byatha na bola...
jibiter bhire mrito khunje chola...
haranor shoke paoa vule jaoa....
onuvutihim manusher kaaya...

(A journey through life...
erasing so many pictures from mind...
a face with smile... and heart with hidden pain
searching death among lives...
we r becoming feelingless creature called human...)

Why the feelingless creature human suffers from pain?
why...
why...
why?????????????????

why itz so tough to adjust even for them... whom everyone knows as "HEART-BREAKER"....
does that mean... a Heart Breaker has no heart?
Does that mean a heart Breaker doesn't feel any pain when the heart breaks into pieces?

Why does The heart Breaker fails to cry?
Why does the person laugh when actually he/she is crying inside...
Why does it hurt so much???

IRONY.... & RIDICULE.....

again I'm throwing loads of questions...which have no answers....
haa haa haa haa....

Unsolved...

Dedicated to- HIM
Special Thanks to my Friend Rwik-This is his story (or should i say,reality)
"Tere pyaar mein kaise jiye hum....
Jala hai yeh dil...
Yeh aankhein huyi nam..."

What lines....
Meaningless...
Bullshits...

pyaar= love=timepass=timewaste...

love?? what the hell is love?
does anyone know?

someone told me years ago, love means to have someone as ur companion,in good or bad.in sorrows, in happiness, in pains.love means someone whom u need always....

But may be love is a fucking word...there is nothing called love...
the person u always need, u always miss... howz it feel when that person refuses....

god damn it....
god damn it....
god damn it....

what is the solution?

Life Goes On...............

That night... it was year end... nearly 10months ago......

He called me up... we're chatting... everything was fine... and I was happy... some problems which were there even a few dayz ago..those were vanished.....

But..no..... sometimes life proves us wrong... Dead wrong...

we're laughing....and he said... he proposed someone....!!!
I couldn't believe my own ears.... I thought he must be joking....

No... he wasn't...

"Friendship often ends in love...
Love in friendship???
Never...."

It was a test-time for our friendship..which came to a dead end......

I thought I can never forgive him...

2months later... one night I received a phone call from him... not very casual...but he was trying to...

and i was astonished by myself... i saw that i forgave him... i didn't want him to regret..so i smiled.... & talked in a very casual manner...

He resumed our friendship...today again we use to talk very friendly... yaa...something is still there in my heart... but...something are never meant for you...

Today I am not unhappy....infact very happy with my life...so...thought to share this story in my blog...

After all Life goes on...

Even Dead ends are not Dead...