He was holding the postmortem report. Shocked!
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“I think I have had enough. Every day I cannot take blame
for everything. It is not what I have hoped for. If you lack forgiveness then
no one can cure that. You are not God. Do not pretend to be that. Your mistakes
are justified because you come up with tear jerking excuses? And I cannot?
Every day for last many years, I was trying. Trying for new
things to make you happy, trying to forget myself at times to make you happy.
Trying to forget my happiness to make YOU happy! It just never seemed enough.
It’s not the gifts, it’s not the trips, it’s not anything
else but you- that killed me. Sorry if I sound selfish but no one has the rights
to slow poison me for so long. I haven’t got my life from you. So, you have no
right to make me feel like this every day.
Every day I wanted to find out warmth in your eyes. Every
day I ended up becoming colder and colder. But you weren't satisfied yet. Sadist? Yes, I think you are a Sadist. No matter how much I try you will
continue to magnify your problems and continue to cause and induce more pain in
my life.
Acting. Pretending. I am tired of all these. All I wanted is
a home. I ended up under the cloudy sky with no shades over my head. It was never a home. You never
let me make it one. You will never let me do that.
I am not taking anything from you. Yes, I am taking few
things I have kept my soul in. Because you don’t need my soul or anything that
is really “mine”. I was in dilemma for last 5-6 weeks. But finally, I decided
to not to leave any part of me behind.
Happiness is a state of mind. You never understood that.”
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He got this mail from her 3 days back during a client meeting. The other news followed soon.
3 days ago-
The car was crashed badly. Hitting the rocky bottom after falling from 3000 ft mountain, one needs miracles to survive. Her luck was never that good. In that crushed car 3 books, 1 pen and her body was found. It looked like a bloody meat lump with some clothes on.
Present day,
He was standing with the post mortem report.
She never said that She was 6 weeks PREGNANT!
The Hospital corridor looked long and endless.
The Hospital corridor looked long and endless.
4 comments:
Good! Needs some polish though. Correct some spellings and tighten it up a little more :)
I am never good with editing....i always write in hurry :(
Bit lengthier than your previous works....risky business since the reader might lose interest due to the narrative....
Managed that brilliantly and that too with a "twist in the tail"
Good job....next one expecting something light hearted....
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