I am..........................................

I am the sun...
I am the rain;

I am the smile...
I am the pain.

I am the white...
I am the dark;

I am the cold...
I am the spark.

I am the night...
I am the day;

I am the black...
I am the ray.

I am the mother...
I am the whore;

I am the the lady
lying on the shore...

I am the love;
I am the hurt!!!

I am you,
You are heart...

I am life
I am death...

I am beginning
And the end!!!

Letter to Mr.Valentine....

To Mr.Valentine,

Hope everything is okay there in heaven..hope u r in heaven....so howz life there?
we all celebrate ur death day....a pure gimmic....
people find a partner this time...& next year they find another one.... we feel so lonely without a partner that day...& do u know wat we call our partner??? VALENTINE!!!
Ur death made this day so FUCKING SPECIAL...don't u feel proud?
u should.....after all noneelse have aday by their name on their death day...

thanking u,
Nabanita

~Blue of Mind~

Feeling blue...
Mid of roses...
Color...
Of flower...
Heart is crying...
It's true...

I don't know...
My heart's desire...
Eyes are raining...
Gloomy season...
I want to run...away...
Far... and far...

Love is in the air...
Moon is so clear...
Candles are glowing...
But eyes are raining...
Far away from shining...

Blue is mind...
Blue is heart...
Blue is feelings...
Rainbow gone...
Gone the rainbow...
Cold breeze....on my face...
I... close my eyes...

Close eyes don't pain...
And now...
There is only rain...

~MEMORIES~

Dedicated to- Shuvadeep Ghosh
Sorry to- Shuvadeep Ghosh

A long night...
No one inside,
Scattered dreams...
Hot tears...
Rolling down...
down...
and down...

I've seen him
In all hues...
All through smile
and joys...
But never
to a river of tears....
may be,
I never seen
him all...
Endless memories
laughter and worries
trudge me back...
Those golden days
Gone...
Gone are those days...

I never know
I could be lost,
so lost...
Ever in my life
Days go on...
Life moves on...
Only I am in
some deep slumber...

The ending seems
Nearer...
I can feel it
Closer...
Closer...
And closer...

I want to lie down
Next to him
In the shores....
I have known
All the life...
The rainbow
of feelings...
I could possibly
ever know...

I wish
To look back again
On the very few
Times of mine...
When I would wake up
With a smile...
And a flicker of hope
To be with him...

I've always wondered
Who he was...
Without whom
My days are like hell
Night seems to be
Endless deep pits
Where I tread along
As if in a trance...

I know
It's high time
to move on...
But each step
of mine... ahead...
Brings in to my mind
His foot prints...

the prints
so hardly fixed...

I know
The pain he felt
Was for me...
The pain of
Leaving me astray...
But...
he's gone...
Away...
Away...
And away...

And me?
I don't know...
Where to go...

Losing The Soul...

Declaration:- Any similarities with anybody is purely coincidental....

Jiboner pothe roj hete chola...
koto shoto chhobi roj muchhe fela...
haansi haansi mukhe koto byatha na bola...
jibiter bhire mrito khunje chola...
haranor shoke paoa vule jaoa....
onuvutihim manusher kaaya...

(A journey through life...
erasing so many pictures from mind...
a face with smile... and heart with hidden pain
searching death among lives...
we r becoming feelingless creature called human...)

Why the feelingless creature human suffers from pain?
why...
why...
why?????????????????

why itz so tough to adjust even for them... whom everyone knows as "HEART-BREAKER"....
does that mean... a Heart Breaker has no heart?
Does that mean a heart Breaker doesn't feel any pain when the heart breaks into pieces?

Why does The heart Breaker fails to cry?
Why does the person laugh when actually he/she is crying inside...
Why does it hurt so much???

IRONY.... & RIDICULE.....

again I'm throwing loads of questions...which have no answers....
haa haa haa haa....

Forever Darling, ...always

Special thanks to- Sudipto Mukherji

Tomorrow is never guaranteed
we take for granted time
and all our worthwhile deeds
if i should die before i wake
and the lord my soul does take
i have felt the earthquake
understand my bliss
know before i die
that i have never felt so nice
in the spirit of your arms

Tomorrow- a big word...a big uncertainty...
But do present means anything???
Present too is nothing but uncertainty.. nothing but pain...
Then why tomorrow only?
May be itz better for my heart to die before i wake...
But my conscience will not allow it...

So, in the end...this poem again representing nothing....as usual
Forgive me...