~BLACK~

Evening sky
Depressed sun
Going down
Emerged
Into dark…

Sky is not black
It’s crimson
Colour of blood
Or, just sky?
Unsolved mystery
I cry……

Life
Blossoms at night
When
There is no light
Only
Passion is bright…

Night is rainbow
Of heaven
Or, hell?
Of passion
Or, pain?

Dark lanes
On earth…
On mind…
Earth suffocates
So am I…
Are you blind?

Your touch
Warm breath
You…
Oh hell!!!
You said,
“It’s heaven”!!!

“You are lost”
Says my brain

Creation
Or, destruction?
Pain
Or, passion?
Life
Goes on……

Night ends
Streetlamps went out
So as my shout…

I stop
My soul gets lost
Once again…
To my brain
Or, to pain?

It’s a new day
With nothing new
With another evening…
With another night…
Another fight…
Between my soul
And my mind…

I cry……

I cry
For my night…

My soul says
“Oh, save me”
I……….
Close my eyes
“Forgive me”

~BONDHON~

Raater nirjonotay
Tarader majhe
Lukiye thaake aandhaar

Amar moner majhe
Ami phire asi…
Tobu baarebaar……

Sararaat jege
Bhorer sopne
Ke jeno jay chhunye
Hese uthi aami
Chupisaare taar
Ushno poros peye…

Chokhe rekhe chokh
Haate rakhe taar haat
Kepe uthi aami…
Hoi onto rongo…

Tobu jeno aaj
Khusi noy mon...
Se bujhi harabe...
Ei nibir songo…
Dite chayna hote
Ei sopno ke bhongo…

Byakul hridoy kede othe
Baarebaare kore prosno
Chhere jodi jabei tumi
Keno ele mor saamne…
Duhaat bariye
Apon kore…
Niye gele keno…
Swarger nondon kanone…

Mon bole othe…
Kedona hridoy...
Valobasha jeno khoniker …
chokher joler baandhonete bedhe
thaakte bolona take chirokaal…

Kono ekkaale…
Kono eksthaane…
Hoyto peleo paabe…
tomar hridoy phire…
Pichhutaane bedhe…
Hariyona tare…
Diyona jete bohudure…
Se valobasha chirotore…

Life Goes On...............

That night... it was year end... nearly 10months ago......

He called me up... we're chatting... everything was fine... and I was happy... some problems which were there even a few dayz ago..those were vanished.....

But..no..... sometimes life proves us wrong... Dead wrong...

we're laughing....and he said... he proposed someone....!!!
I couldn't believe my own ears.... I thought he must be joking....

No... he wasn't...

"Friendship often ends in love...
Love in friendship???
Never...."

It was a test-time for our friendship..which came to a dead end......

I thought I can never forgive him...

2months later... one night I received a phone call from him... not very casual...but he was trying to...

and i was astonished by myself... i saw that i forgave him... i didn't want him to regret..so i smiled.... & talked in a very casual manner...

He resumed our friendship...today again we use to talk very friendly... yaa...something is still there in my heart... but...something are never meant for you...

Today I am not unhappy....infact very happy with my life...so...thought to share this story in my blog...

After all Life goes on...

Even Dead ends are not Dead...

A night- A Ghost- &, A Girl

Blue night
Dreams come…
Dreams gone…
A dark room,
And
A small red light…

A girl…
Sleeping……
Unconscious…
Dreaming deeply…
Smiling…
For
Someone special…

Innocence…
On her face,
Her dream
Makes her smile,
She doesn’t know
It’s fragile…

She was crying
Before sleeping
Then
She slept…
Frustration
Was on her face…

Night is ending
I touched her…
Wanted
To take her
To heaven…
But…
Her soul denies…

But,
It’s crying…
For refusing…

Poor girl
Come with me…
Avoid pain…
It’s insane…

She says…

“Happiness in pain…
Hope in pain…
Laughter in pain…

These are what
She seeks…
And

She knows…
She is insane…”

She says..

“Heaven doesn’t need her
So,
She chooses hell…

It’s her journey…
She wants to go
Alone…
In the light…
In the dark…
In hells sin…
Or,
In heavens spark…”

Oh!
I’ve to go…
It’s morning…
My destiny is calling…

She wakes up…
Saw the sky
The sun is bright…
She moves out of sight…

I pray…
I pray for her…
It’s a new day…
Hope she’ll find…
A new ray…
Which won’t
Make her blind…

tHE rOAD nOT TAKEN-3

What happens
When you feel
All you ever had
leaves?
All you ever seen
Disappears?
All you ever draw
fades?

nothing happen.....bcoz....what more can happen????
sometimes life comes to an dead end........but we have to live.......
why should someone sacrifice????
there is two way....sometime to same destination...
sometimes..one to heaven...
another to hell......

but if you choose the way to hell....just try to find good in bad...what the actual things we do in life..we seek bad in good most of the time......

so for a change if we try to seek good in bad...it can cause li'l bit of happiness...may be.....

PHIRE ASAR SOPNO

Ondhokar er haatchhani
Bistrito shunyota
Ar,
Mone bishonnota……

Tumi
Amar onekdin er bondhu
Onek chup kotha…
Osfuto bedonar shrota…
Amar bondho moner sindhu…

Tumi
Ekjholok tatka batas…
Snigdhota…
Ami kolonkito
Ondhokaarer nisshash…

Tumi
Sthaan dao amake
Chokher taray…
Hridoy majhe…
Ami klanto
Porishranto…

Ami
Vese cholechi
Amaake atkano
Osombhob…
Tobu……
Aj atok hote chai
Tomar ushno alingone
Tomar moner ongone…

Jhor aschhe
Chardik jhapsa…
Ar amar mone
Hotasha…

Somoy
Chole jachhe…
Rekhe jachhe
Kichhu afshosh
Ar
Chhoto chhoto kichhu dirghoshas……

Tumi
Ekbaar egiye eso…
Somoy chole jabar agey……
Jhoro batas…
Haat ta barao
Ami phire asbo
Eta amar asshas
Ar, hoyto
Tomar bishhas…

It's Raining

t’s green
It’s dark
It’s raining

Silence
Everywhere…

In mind???

One, two
Drops…
Of rain…
Of tear…

Night…
Music…
Of mystery…
Of life…
Of death…
Of dark…
Of light???

Rebirth
Or
Another journey?
Towards death…
Death of life…
Death of image…
Death of faith…

Images…
Fades away…
People…
Grew up…
Loneliness…
Becomes friend…
A new ray…
Towards life…
Towards heart…
Oh hell!!!
These hurt…

Sky
Crying…
Stupid
It’s raining…

DREAM OF A GIRL

Don’t come to me

Don’t look at me…

Why do you?

Am I going insane?

When the moon

Give rays

On earth,

On my memory lane…

The touch

I treasure…

Do I really?

Or it’s just pleasure?

Sometimes… sometimes… sometimes… we can’t control… or may be, we don’t want to control!!! Our brain and our heart both indulge in a war… a war of to be or not to be… but still everything happens… because it happens… because it is destined to happen…

The deep blue night

Two souls became one

Or, two half souls?

Is it true that when two persons love each other (as lover) they become one soul? But, the devilish truth behind this word is when two souls become one then the result is two half souls… pardon me… correct me… if you find it wrong…

Differences erased

By our brains…

And,

Our brains united…

Our souls didn’t.

I cried…

But

Then I couldn’t…

Lips locked

I’m locked inside you

My soul didn’t lock…

But your soul was screaming

“PLEASE DON’T GO!”

I sacrificed…

Everything I possess

“You are insane”

My heart says-

To my brain…

Prince Charming, Romeo, and loads…

A girl grow up… with a dream, that one day her Prince Charming will come riding a horse to take her with him…

The girl grows up… becomes a lady… a women… becomes successful… professionally very successful… but the dream is still young… as it was the 1st day.. When she read “mills and boons”… or “love story” first time…

But … but… but…

One day she saw her dreams are smashed… she saw that her dreams are smashed… and she is sleeping with a man… a successful man… a loving boyfriend… partner… or husband… but not his Prince Charming!!!

The Slap of Reality!!!